ana fening sudeh~~

first of all, hahaha...

today is the first day of the junior semester. however, the senior had started their semester 2 weeks ago. as usual...the first class that i entered would definitely be an ice-breaking session. but, today i did not do that. i just felt that they are so near to me. in that particular class, i have 4 malay male students and the rest are all girls - malay and chinese. so basically i just introduce myself, giving all necessary details of me and i straight away introduce and expose them to the subject as well as the subject's requirement. they were enthusiastic (of course they are) since this is the first day of their becoming 1 and a half year of studies in this institution.

one thing that i always ask for is for them to write on something about themselves, their expectations towards the subject, class and etc. it is just not for the sake that they can introduce themselves informally but i found out that through that task, many things can be observed. one of the example is definitely their writing skills and not to forget their competencies in all those grammar, sentence structure etc.

i just finished reading all their write-ups and i'm kinda pening already. they know what to write but lots of improvements needed. huhuhu...mizleo, their future is again in ur hands.

chayyok-chayyok!!

untuk firdaus

entri ini khas ditujukan buat en mohd firdaus nasir - my besty.

last week i saw someone like you among the new students during the orientation week. he is an australian mat student. i wanna tell you before but i forgot.
however, today as i entered my very 1st junior class, i was literally shocked to see him in that class. hahaha....he really really looks like you especially when you were in matrix. cuma takde songkok and specs jek.

so, firdaus....i am gonna 'see' you everyday from now on. ^_^

chill babe..~~

eeeiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii....

tiba2 ptg tadi aku hangin! sebabnye students aku dok msg sbb nak aku reply email.

memang ler aku tak kisah nak consult or whatever tru email. aku mmg galakkan smua ni.

tapi masalahnya, aku dah tetapkan before balik cuti ke kampung masing2...submit keje n consult topic ngan aku. n seperti yang dapat dijangkakan...ada jek la manusia2 yang lambat n contact aku tru email. ada jek la alasan2 yang kalo boleh aku tak nak layan n pedulik.

betapa baiknye hati aku bila aku try to put myself into their shoes....and if what they claimed of (the reason) why they submitted it late is so true. aku agak hangin and emo sebab: 1) hari ni hari ahad 2) sah2 off the due date 3) demanding me to reply it soon 4) ingat aku takde keje lain ke hari ahad ni?

tapi takpe la...demi kesian kat diorang, aku spend time (which i shudn't coz it's a family day-sunday) replying all emailsssssss there and then. n kerana ada pemikiran yang matang, maka berterima kasihlah si dia itu. sedap and sejuk skit hati aku. bila fikir balik, bukan senang nak jadi pensyarah ni. ia sangat lain dari cikgu kerana pensyarah menuntut waktu dan hari yang bila2. memang ada pensyarah yang tidak heran dengan request students when it comes to a non-working day. but for me, i think we shud try to help them anytime n anyhow that we cud. unless it is something ridiculous, then we shudn't entertain them so.

yang nyata, insyaallah dengan berkat kesabaran and keikhlasan kita, students ni smua akan berjaya. siapa lagi akan bersyukur kalau bukan kita kerana ilmu yang kita turunkan pada mereka itu datang dari niat dan hati yang ikhlas lagi suci. hanya allah swt yang maha mengetahui dan dapat membalasnya. insyaallah amin......

politik oh politikus...

yeehhaa...minggu depan aku akan cuti. hehe..happy sangat sebab tiba2 aku masih ada 4 available hari untuk cuti..hoorayy...tak silap aku, macam dah habis jek cuti aku..tapi nasib en shafiq membawa perkhabaran yang baik. terima kasih en shafiq (off's clerk).

so skang, citer pasal lain lak. jumaat malam ari tu, aku dipaksa pergi meeting politik. hahhaa...dahla berkenaan politik, kena paksa lak tuh...ini semua sebab abang ipar aku. dia ni ahli politik n skang tiba masanya untuk diorg ni buat meeting kawasan. tapi, bila sesebuah kawasan tu nak buat meeting, ia perlulah cukup *korum*. skang ni kan musim cuti sekolah. ramai gak ler yang balik kampung. n abg ipar aku ni pun satu...salah timing nak buat meeting. tapi benda dah nak jadi kan...nak buek camno. sebagai adik yang baik sebab kakak aku mintak tolong, maka aku pun pi la meeting tuh. oh ya, the reason why the meeting kena cukup korum is because, there'll be sumone who will be inspecting the meeting. n syarat utama is meeting mesti cukup korum. what daa... aku pun pi la menganga kat meeting tuh. yang menghairankan adalah, meeting tu tak dibuat di dalam bilik mesyuarat...tetapi di sebuah restoran melayu di bawah bangunan politik itu. @apakah??@

lepas tu kan, merata2 aku tgk manusia..rupa2nya meeting tu dibuat oleh beberapa kawasan yang berkenaan. lawak giler seh. yang pasti, ada sorang pakcik ni pakai kain pelekat n kopiah (of coz with baju) bukan ke main ligatnya aku tengok dia dok makan. aku rasa, time aku perasan, adalah 5 kali kot dia dok menambah makan. bila time dia meeting pun aku tak tau. hahha...hishh..tak faham aku politik apa ni smua.

apa pun,bersyukur gak aku pi meeting pada malam tu. sebabnya,aku jumpa kawan sekolah lama aku. n the most interesting part, she is naib org besar daerah aku bagi category muda..hehe..(try to cover which party but i believe it is obvious so).... and all my bro in law nye org kuat for gurls are somehow the gurls n senior frm my previous secondary school.

however, it was not a bad attempt. but siyesly quite wasting of time too... yang nyata, meeting dlm setengah jam and the rest of jam is makan freeeeeeeeeee.... sah2 abang ipar aku yang open table tuh...huhuhu... politik oh politik....

~kenangan terindah~

yyuhhuu....

(",)

adakah saya happy? hhmm mungkin...

kenapa happy? hati senang mungkin...

hehehe...dahlah! merepek pulak..

life's been okay after all the hectic days full of works & responsibilities..

mungkin itu sebab hati senang kot...hehehe...

walaupun kerja yang sepatutnya dah siap, aku lupa yang sebenarnya aku ada lagi KERJA-KERJA yang menanti untuk disiapkan before semester baru starts. cuma ia taklah dituntut due dates..insyaallah akan dibereskan since i have another 3 weeks...

ok, nak share citer lain lak. ;-D

saya ni anak bongsu...dari 7 orang adik beradik. 6 orang di atas saya semuanya kakak saya. maknanya...family saya penuh dengan perempuan.huhuhu...kalau anda nak tahu, rumah saya bila terkumpulnya semua adik beradik, gamat jadi nya. maklumlah...bila perempuan bertemu dan bermula bersembang. haish...mak saya pun pening..tapi irony nya, dia yang lahirkan kami semua 7 beradik and dia sendiri pening dengan zuriat2nya ini. hehehe...kalau korang nak tahu macam mana gamatnya keluarga saya ni...tak payahlah korang bayangkan. saya syorkan korang datang dan merasai kegamatan keluarga saya ini. bagi mereka yang kurang adik beradik atau anak tunggal or maybe anak tunggal perempuan....sah2 mereka akan terhibur dan gembira as well as how they wish they could be in the scenario...or even vice versa. hahhaha... ;D

tapi, kumpulnya kami yang perempuan2 ni akan menjadi lebih best bila arwah bapak ada. bapak jek yang sporting dan cool melayan kitorang. paling best ialah masa makan. meja makan sah2 tak cukup ngan kitorang semua...tapi hempet juge la...and paling kelakar waktu tu was when mak takkan sesekali join kat meja makan tuh. even kalau nak amik lauk sekalipun, dia akan amik sendiri dari periuk kat dapur. pastu, mak takkan sesekali akan duduk semeja ngan kitorang. alasannya sampai bila-bila ialah - "aku boleh tercekik kalau makan dengan korang". lols.. ;)) hahahha... and satu lagi bila arwah bapak suke 'curik' lauk kitorang and sembunyi bawah nasi dia. bila korang pandang pinggan nasi korang, udang/ikan/sotong/daging etc hilang. muka korang masa tuh cam sengal jek....sebab akan terpikir whether korang dah telan lauk tu ker or memang hilang...hahhaa...sah2 la yang lain2 tuh buat muka seposen as if they dont know what's happening...haaha....rindu seh saat-saat tuh..haishhh.....

and having 6 elder sisters is also challenging. tidak ada rahsia yang boleh jadi rahsia di antara kami. paling lambat seseorang tu nak tau pun mungkin dalam seminggu. sebabnya one of my sis is a stewardess. so, she is and always the last person to know anything. now, hanya ada 5 sisters jek. i have lost my 4th sister in 1996. when she was alive, she is the one who will always be the 'secrets keeper'. dia sakit and the inactive person. in our house, she has her own area...dia akan selalu lepak kat situ...makan ubat, rehat, tidur etc.. and setiap kali kitoang ada problem or gossips or citer to share....we will always go to her...and masa tu, setiap kali mak nak tau citer...dia pun akan pi kat arwah...pastu, sah2 la arwah terpaksa bukak citer...hahhaa...then, semua kantoi... (",) bagi saya pulak, arwah kakak saya ni akan jadi penyelamat tika nak selesaikan kerja rumah subjek lukisan. lemah tul kalo kena lukis ntah apa-apa. makanya, pada arwah lah saya akan tuju. arwah pandai lukis. ALLAH itu maha adil. walaupun arwah sakit, arwah ada banyak kelebihan. dia pandai melukis n also seni thingy. her hobby back then was jahit cross-stitch. if you guys come to my house dulu, there was few frames of her works. skang pun, we maintained 1 of it. yang lain my eldest sisters took it. hhmm....all the memories came back...

k back to it. sampai sekarang pun kami macam ni lagi. rahsia memang tak leh jadi rahsia. it is because we do have close bond between each other. we care of each other and this is the main ingredient for our good relationship. the latest example is this morning. i called(phoned) my eldest sister regarding "something". and at the same time, i invited her n family to come to mom's house. saje nak belanja my niece n nephew. lepas i hung up for like 10 minutes, my 3rd sis called me and asked something. ceit...dalam masa SEPULUH MINIT, berita dah tersebar! bukan pasal belanja tu, tp pasal "something" yang i just told my eldest sister. bila aku kenang balik, ish ish ish...kakak2 aku ni...lawak giler...and believe me...it will be the next GOSSIP for all of them esok dan hari-hari esok!

haishh....what more would and could i wished for?? i have everything that not all of us had.

am grateful! am happy! ^_^

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perginya genap setahun...

oh yeah...dalam pada aku sibuk2 hari tu..aku baru teringat tentang sesuatu..

perginya arwah nublan zaki telah genap setahun...

semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan berada di kalangan orang2 yg beriman...

AL-FATIHAH...

kerja rasmi sudah habis.

hoorayy!! kerja rasmi dah habis....!!!
just keyed in final exam's marks in the system.
well...results are not that good...quite dissappointed actually...
and i can say that i am a lil bit afraid of the coming semester...
and definitely the real exam this november.

english paper was excellent.
i am grateful to have good students and also hardworking ones...
but malay paper was the one that i am not really feel at ease...
while marking their papers these few days back...
my brain was actively thinking of loads of possible activities that i could offer them...
to actually help them to do better and better and be fully prepared...
it is "malay for background speakers" paper...
but it is not that easy though.

hhmm...
it's ok...think positive!

go leogurl~ ^_*

happy and grateful ^_*

i am sooo happy today!!! ^_^

ielts's results are out and my students excelled!
this is the first time i taught them the whole 4 components.
even so, there are few of them that i think can achieve more than what they get...
however,i am still grateful as what they had achieved so far...

this is what and how you'll feel when u r in the teaching field..
all u need is their success though they have troubled u before,
with their questions, behaviors n attitudes...

IT WAS ALL WORTH IT!

and i am truly happy with them (",)

xoxoxoxox luv.

%))#%^^(^%#

ye...muka saya sudah sangat tanned..... ditambah dengan garis-garis sempadan yang berbentuk track racing motor di pipi mulus saya...

uuwwaa.... :((

macam mana nak pi keje minggu depan??? macam mana nak jaga xm dengan muka macam nih??

esok, sah bin wajib saya takkan keluar rumah...

sekian.

la la la la~~~

adoiiiiiiiii....tulonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.....

berilah saya kekuatan.... kadang2 menjadi seorg yg optimistic juga menyusahkan.

contohnya saya sekarang ini.

saya sedang berusaha untuk mempersiapkan diri untuk pembentangan kertas di satu konferens esk tetapi saya masih la la la la~~~

sudah masuk ke 77 kali saya membaca research paper kami (me n diebaa)

tetapi saya masih la la la la~~~

slides juga masih belum ditahap yang saya boleh finalize

10 kali pandang, 10 kali edit

mengapakah ini terjadi??

go leogurl!! u can do it!! maybe u need to chase away the devils around u!

wish me lucksssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss ^_*