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it's been a week of hari raya... selamat hari raya korang!

tahun ni my raya was quite dull... for people macam aku yang kurang ada kampung ni, memang akan experience kekurangan kemeriahan of hari raya. lagi-lagi lah dah tua ni kan, raya is not that exciting anymore...cuti dkt 2 minggu pun tak membawa makna apa2...hhmm....

life is dullllllll..... i desperately need something new, fresh and classy!

god, help me!

*wink*wink*

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anuar zain kirim salam kat aku and of course he still, do remember me. @_@

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~penat tapi bosan~

Akhirnya, dapat juga aku bercuti. Penat betul rasanya 2-3 menjak ni. As in my profession ni, hanya cuti semester yang boleh diharapkan. Tak macam orang2 yang kerja di office. They can apply leave(s) whenever they want except for no tasks at the moment la. Kalau macam aku ni, aku rasa dah sesak2 nafas punya penat pun, harapkan mc jek. Tapi masalahnya, susah untuk gambarkan pada panel clinic yang some of us ni ironically sesak2 nafas penat bekerja. Hahaha...mesti doc pelik kan? Apa punya jenis penyakit la ni...hehehe... honestly, aku pernah bersusah payah berfikir macam mana tak nak pergi kerja on one certain day tu. Sebabnya, aku restless sangat2. Kalau aku pi kerja pun, aku lagi sakit otak. Why? Because definitely I need to lecture my students on that day. And I can’t simply lecture them on anything by any ways. Sesenang-senang topic and seterer-terer (apa punya word daa) kita pun, if nak lecture our students, we certainly need to be prepared. We might need teaching aids – these are the most important element in teaching, trust me! A lesson without teaching aids would be boring. Ditambah lagi dengan adanya students zaman sekarang ni, you 100%-ly need a fun and interesting method of teaching. Just to attract them...hhmm...

Yup, back to the efforts done on thinking the solution of not wanting to go to work, it was really a headache activity. You just couldn’t simply give your employer your honest reason(s). And of course you can’t simply go to the doctor and tell him/her that you just don’t have the feeling to go to work. You need REASON! Uuwwaa...pressure seh....

Tapikan, bila dah cuti semester ni, bila dah apply cuti sepanjang-panjang students cuti, akan timbul satu perasaan bosan kerana kita akan cuti panjang tanpa berbuat apa2 yang berfaedah (pada tafsiran context penulis). Paling-paling aku akan pi shopping or even window shopping. Agak2 dah habis duit dilaburkan.... shopping complex pastinya di-blacklist kan. Pastu, nak gi mana aje? Duduk rumah la. Kawan2 lain lak kerja... at the end, bohsan kembali. Makanya, aku ni kalau tak sibuk giler, mesti free or bosan giler. Takde istilah yang tengah2. Haaah...life is so complicated.

So, raya tahun ni aku cuti agak 2 minggu. Dan aku dapat menganggak yang minggu depan, perasaan bosan bakal tiba. Dan minggu selepas depan itu, situasi sibuk bakal menjelma. Dengan adanya interview yang aku tak prepare lansung dari saat ini, hinggalah job-job emcee yang bakal dioffer dan diterima, aku simpulkan jua – life is so unpredictable. Apa-apa pun, life goes on. Aku selalu percaya, segalanya ada hikmah di sebaliknya. Dan, aku redha! >.<

Dengan ini, selamat hari raya aidilfitri. Maaf zahir dan batin. Doakan interview daku berjalan dengan lancar dan insyaallah, kalau ada rezeki, aku Berjaya ke peringkat satu lagi. Amin ya rabbilalamin....

my feelings

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my FEELINGS for you is like a Boomerang :

When I try to get rid of it by throwing it away - it just keeps coming back!

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TRUST

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TRUST is like a paper : Once crumpled, it won't be perfect again

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kehidupan yang sebenar.

omg! it's been a month and more since i last wrote here. alasan aku agak cliche tapi memang itu yang sebenarnya. i am soo busy. macam-macam la yang berlaku dalam sebulan dua bulan ni. naik pening aku tengok planner aku sendiri untuk bulan-bulan ni. penuh dengan agenda yang seharusnya out of my tugas hakiki which is lecturing. sampaikan hari ahad pun ada gak agenda kerja rasmi yang tidak hakiki. huhuhu....

Cumanya hari ini, aku dah boleh bernafas skit. lagi seminggu, cuti semester + cuti raya ... masa ni la yang aku nanti2kan. tahun ni aku and kakak2 aku berkecimpung dalam bisnes kecil2an untuk raya. kakak aku yang sorang tu buat kuih raya home-made. tapi kuih raya dia ada bape jenis jek..konon limited n special la...hahhaa...aku lak ngan kakak aku yang sorang lagi buat hamper raya untuk korporat. nak dijadikan citer, last week on friday kitorg dapat tempahan 100 hampers. kalo ikutkan jadual....tempahan ni dah agak lambat. mana taknye, kitorang nak gi beli basket dia lagi... itu belum kira if the baskets are available or not. and all those decorations stuffs..plus cookies lagi.. dan dalam masa 9 hari ni, kitorang mampu siapkan segalanya. actually on last thursday, we managed to settle and sent 50 hampers. and from there on, we are finishing another 50 hampers together with 7 VIP hampers. hanya Allah swt hanya yang tahu betapa penat dan seksanya nak settle kan smua ni. yang menjadi lambat adalah kerana we are waiting for my sis yang buat cookies tu to finish up baking it. just imagine, she has to bake 100 containers of 3 types of cookies which equal to 300 in total in such a short time. we did help her though but more focusing more towards our hampers' decorations. nasib i have many sisters...so yang lain tu help her out la..and thanx to my bff yang memang bidan terjun... smua skang ni fikir nak cari xtra income jek..so, ini smua dianggap rezeki allah di bulan ramadhan...alhamdulillah..

so, raya dah nak dekat. but peliknya, excitement semakin berkurangan. mungkin umur pun dah makin meningkat. agak tak heran sangat la nak beraya beriya...hehhee...

but so far, dalam pada busy ni...life has been good and aku selalu dimurahkan rezeki. thanx to allah and i am grateful for such. and seriously, i need to get a good massage and need to go beauty saloon after this hectic-like-crazy week. need something to pay off my hardworks!

^_^ ciao!

agrotek resorts ^_^

jakun tak?

hey there!

just finished the classes for the day. suddenly i felt the tiredness of having to teach for 21 hours per week. so damn demanding. thank god i have a good senior for esls class. they just need my humble guide to be better coz i believe they are in the right track. the other subject is malay studies, also a senior class. they are okay but need to work a lil harder though. the subject is not like other subjects in terms of u need to know and revise certain facts. it's more into critical thinking application in almost all the assessments. i would say it is quite subjective. and another subject is junior esls class. as sace board had change the wightage for the assessments affectively 2011, we kinda have a slight changes and differences in the syllabuses. that's the reason i need and had to re-study certain parts. and not to mention to actually prepare some new materials like powerpoint slides as well as practices. so far so good i guess...but the feeling of exhaustion is obviously felt. huhuhuhu....

tapi tadi class malay macam best jek..hahha...i was like ter-jakun coz in the lab that we are using for presentation had a touch screen computer and also internet connection. i was jakun coz having knew my place, it is not that IT-ish. who knows me would understand. and one thing for sure, the students never knew that the room has the internet connection. this is because, they usually use this room for special purpose and it is not a common classroom. only by booking or request, then u may be permitted to use. so, when they have to watch a movie for study purpose, or perhaps class presentations, they can use the room (rather than having LCD and a laptop to do so). and seriously i cannot believe it's a touch screen pc. had fun touching it though. ^_^

another thing was, when the students were doing their discussion, i took the advantage to use the internet. and what i did was to google their blogs. almost of them had one. and they are trying to find mine. hahaha..good luck guys. hopefully u guys jumpa. dont forget to leave a comment for this entry k!? ^_*

k, for kesekian kalinya, i nak balik keje awal... ddaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... xoxoxox

ana fening sudeh~~

first of all, hahaha...

today is the first day of the junior semester. however, the senior had started their semester 2 weeks ago. as usual...the first class that i entered would definitely be an ice-breaking session. but, today i did not do that. i just felt that they are so near to me. in that particular class, i have 4 malay male students and the rest are all girls - malay and chinese. so basically i just introduce myself, giving all necessary details of me and i straight away introduce and expose them to the subject as well as the subject's requirement. they were enthusiastic (of course they are) since this is the first day of their becoming 1 and a half year of studies in this institution.

one thing that i always ask for is for them to write on something about themselves, their expectations towards the subject, class and etc. it is just not for the sake that they can introduce themselves informally but i found out that through that task, many things can be observed. one of the example is definitely their writing skills and not to forget their competencies in all those grammar, sentence structure etc.

i just finished reading all their write-ups and i'm kinda pening already. they know what to write but lots of improvements needed. huhuhu...mizleo, their future is again in ur hands.

chayyok-chayyok!!

untuk firdaus

entri ini khas ditujukan buat en mohd firdaus nasir - my besty.

last week i saw someone like you among the new students during the orientation week. he is an australian mat student. i wanna tell you before but i forgot.
however, today as i entered my very 1st junior class, i was literally shocked to see him in that class. hahaha....he really really looks like you especially when you were in matrix. cuma takde songkok and specs jek.

so, firdaus....i am gonna 'see' you everyday from now on. ^_^