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bifidihfihnyifihpimfimprfirimfimpifiinfin!

the ugly truths

when we want that thing or something so much, Allah always challenges us with His obstacles and circumstances. it makes us to think again and again whether do we really fancy it? if we do, determination comes naturally. if we do not, right away it stops.

but then, after we have had overcome those obstacles and circumstances given by Him, again..do we really fancy it at the present moment? or we just merely satisfied with our victory?

personally, i would say that i am the type that i would fight for my say and once i've gotten it - that's it! it's due to the process that i've gone through to achieve what i want. the process is actually the biggest guide that will help me whether to stay put or vice versa. sebabnye..during that process kita akan nampak the ugly truths behind the event/happening. dan why i said 'ugly truths'? it's because it is indeed ugly.

pendek kata, aku dah tawar hati.