Monday, May 23, 2011

rezeki untukku...

~~saya baru sahaja menempah rumah dia tepi pantai~~ taken and revised from
-->kalau tidak mau dilambung ombak, jangan berumah di tepi pantai

ingat lagi aku post this pepatah kat fb a while ago... masa tu aku found out yang aku kena ajar program lain jugak. masa tu core person english dept tanya, bleh@nak ke ajar prog nih? it will starts on october. aku macam tak tau nak cakap apa. why not kan? kalau aku tak nak, aku nak buat apa pun...lagi2 la skang ni, total number of sponsored students are not that high anymore. our governments are not that rich like we used to. so, it means loading will not be that much compared to before. tapi, bila aku say yes to her, aku kena aware that aku takkan dapat cuti end of the year nih....sebabnye, blum pun habis prog australian aku, aku akan start ngan prog jepun. kiranya these two programs will be berselisih at one particular moment. that is why aku post pepatah tu. maknanya aku dah bersedia dengan segala kemungkinan yang aku akan occupied end of this year and chances untuk aku amik cuti agak nipis ye kawan-kawan ~~

sebab tu la aku post pepatah tu....tapi bila kawan2 aku baca, diorang ingat memang aku baru menempah rumah di tepi pantai. riak sungguh kalau aku buat post macam tu...hahhaa...aku lupa yang contextually diaorang tak faham..hanya aku jek la yang faham...

tapi nampaknya, aku tak lagi menempah rumah di tepi pantai....malah aku dah pun beli rumah di dalam laut! believe it or not....lolss..... ;))

secara rasminya, loading and jadual aku dah agak penuh dari end of this may 2o11 till march 2012. what the!!? hahhaha.... this is because, end of may ni lak start lah class untuk prog middle east. bape prog da aku mengajar....tambah lagi bulan september start balik semester utk master.huhuhu...poning den dibueknya....

takpe, aku bersyukur dengan loading aku ni. sekurang-kurangnya aku masih hidup dan mampu untuk laksanakan tanggungjawab aku selepas ini. allah maha mengetahui segala2nya...


syukran jazilan...insyaallah....allah knows the best ^_^

syukran ya allah!

yeay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

alhamdulillah...... 4 flat in the hand babeh!!

thanx Allah ;)

p/s: it is all worth it.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

tergendala

oh saya sangat mengantuk! dan juga penat..... ;(

(kesinambungan entry yang lepas)

now it's already 3 something in the morning. it is tiring indeed...
just finished up the final reservations....
since last weekend me and my sis are working quite 'poning' for completing hampers' orders. it is supposed to be handed over esok siang. we got orders for 14 hampers (ranging price) and also not to be forgotten, last minute orders (as usual).

but most importantly, i got to wrap some presents!!! yeay! i've been missing to do those like ages. before i am working at the current place, i did work at Memory Lane for quite few months... i really found my true love in doing those wrapping thingy and also presents decorations. playing with ribbons, the designs of wrapping style, the wrappers itself etc. it is so satisfying!

makanya, barulah selesai keje hamba dengan membuat hampers dan juga membalut hadiah2 yang sebanyak 20 lebih itu. hamba sudah penat sungguh...izinkan hamba beradu... ;)

Thursday, May 12, 2011

hear ye! hear ye!

Don't be fooled by the calendar.
There are only as many days in the year as you make use of.
One man gets only a week's value out of a year while another man gets a full year's value out of a week.
-Charles Richards

~ mood maahi ve ~ (tak tau apa maksudnye)

good day everyone!

*sound of relieve breathe*

in a way i am relieved.... just gone through a hectic daily schedule. kadang-kadang bila fikir2kan, aku ni keje apa ek? tapi takpe, aku suka bila jadual aku pagi petang siang malam sibuk. aku rasa aku sedang melaksanakan tanggungjawab dan sesuatu yang berguna. kalau aku tak buat apa2, maknanya tendency untuk aku buat ntah apa-apa amat tinggi. well, masa tengah muda ni la aku nak pulun buat keje. so far, alhamdulillah kesibukkan aku ni takdelah sampai ke tahap kena balik kerja lambat. sebabnya, anything yang tak finish, aku bawak balik umah jek. ye la, kat umah pun ada tanggungjawab... aku kan tinggal ngan mak aku jek. so, to accompany her is also a responsible for me.

last few weeks was like a disaster for me. that was really putting me into a high level of test and patience. need to prepare my students for final examinations, then to settle up with marking and marks, to mark papers i.e. assignments and also finals. it was really stressful... the time is never ever enough to finish up all those things. moreover, i am teaching two programs. luckily, their exams were not in the same week. and last week, need to struggle with the last effort for my masters la plak. nasib one of the program tgh study week. a bit relieve though. so, i am struggling the left-overs necessary stuffs like doing the write up for the mini research (assignments) and also not to forget two final papers that eventually held consequently (thursday & friday). and knowing me, i really can't study too early. last minute studies do work for me. basically, i understood the lessons we've learned before...it just that i need to revise those things and put to test in applying them. seriously, the final exams questions were damn high order thinking level. all this while, i've been learning about the Bloom's Taxonomy...and now i am experiencing it. quite fun though! ^_^

my motivation's level was also fluctuating. felt so motivated coz i already obtained A for one of the subjects. so the thursday paper was really motivating to go through. but then, once i encountered the paper......... __________________ (feel free to fill in the blanks). me and my friend were so damn de-motivated. 2 hours and a half is a no-no enough! there were so much theories that we've learned and obviously so much things to write in. it seems that we were still lacking the skills in identifying the necessary answers for the questions. but still, we made it. sebenarnya, we have the answers to all the questions tapi nak organize answers and thoughts in the attempts were quite challenging.

lols....feel like a loser (as usual) ;p

then, we decided to be veeerryy careful with the friday paper. ended up, it was easier and less complicated. the thursday paper consisted of 2-3 pages of questions but the friday paper had only 1 page of question. sabo je lah....

lols again....

masa tengah drive balik umah malam tu... terbayang kat students aku .. all this while they are experiencing that feeling when it comes to exams...and now, i am with them. such a cycle of life. maka, malam tu aku berhasrat untuk menenangkan otakku yang suka berat itu. my finals are over, my students lak will be having their finals the next monday....

tapi...malangnya aku tak dapat untuk berehat weekend tersebut.. nak tau kenapa?
next entry will explains it.

ciao!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

isn't it cute?

you've done a good job, mizleo! ^_^

ALHAMDULILLAH....
SAYA HAPPY!
IT'S A GOOD START...
I AM SO EXCITED FOR TOMORROW....
COZ TODAY I HAD A GOOD NEWS....
^_^
THANK YOU ALLAH
YOU ARE THE ONE AND ONLY

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

buhsan

argghh... bos baruku perempuan juge..... = boring!

perjalanan yang terbantut

what a day to start today... (yeah i know it's already 10.37 am..not really morning to push the 'start' button) biasalah aku ni...asal bdk2 cuti sem or nak finals...aku pun bermaharajalela la...datang office lambat, sesuka hati...pastu kena balik lambat sebab nak make sure working hours cukup...hahha...macam2...

dah la semalam malam terbantut nak buat assignment master yang terakhir..semuanya gara-gara rumah neighbour aku dimasuki pencuri. seram giler aku dengar..apatah lagi aku pergi rumah diorang, terus goose bumps..habis berselerak rumah diorang. sampai nak identify apa yang hilang pun susah. me n my mum were so scared coz we are living both of us at home...without a man obviously. not that i'm saying a man is needed at home so that pencuri tak masuk...na-a. ok whatever...

petang kejadian tu lak...at around 6pm, my mum n i went out to go to my sis's house. so, we had our dinner there and came back home at 9pm reached home. my mum realized that my neighbour master bedrooms's light was on. so she thought that they were home. (coz they weren't home to send their daughter back to hostel) so life goes on...we watched tv and suddenly i heard my neighbour came back. then the dad were calling us and informed us that the house were robbed. apa lagi..terkezut la aku n mak aku!! kitorang bajet mesti pencuri tu masuk maghrib time.. if we were at home, definitely we'll listen to our neighbour's door cracking. coz pintu papan rumah dia tu dah rosak. kalau buka pintu, mesti dengar punya. oh yeah, the time they came back was around 10.30pm.

maka, perjalanan assignment aku yang sepatutnya panjang pada malam itu tidak menjadi...aku pun tidur setelah sekerat jalan berjuang...hehehe...

ok, gue mau sambung buat assignment! tata... ^_^

Monday, May 2, 2011

sedih penat

pagi ini aku bangun dengan perasaan yang sangat sedih. in fact, sepanjang aku tidur aku sedih. perasaan tu lansung tak beri aku peluang untuk melupakannya.

tidur aku penat. penat aku tidur.

sabar itu separuh drpd iman mizleo!

sakit j.i.w.a
assignment is NOT FUN at all!
never will be when it comes to campurtangan I.T
pphhbbtt... >:P