Tuesday, December 20, 2011

I am wrong.

Hey u,

I said once that u never get serious with whatever u do with me.
But u have proved me wrong.
I am totally wrong!
Coz u had seriously deleted me from ur picture.
And what's left with me?
Ur memories, our memories.

Missing u a bit tho.

But i guess i was the one who decided that.
And i ought to adhere to that decision of mine.
And face it. Accept it. Let it.

Hope u r happier n happy.

Bye.

Friday, December 16, 2011

Lucky i am

Yippiee!!! ^_^ Alhamdulillah..

I won a lucky draw!! And i won an Electrolux microwave oven.
It has been two years in a row i won lucky draws at my work place's appreciation nite.

Last year, i won a lucky draw (a hamper) as well as an award- Pensyarah Cemerlang 2010. That was amazing n double happiness.

Before this, i was very unlucky. Takde rezeki i would say. But the first lucky draw i've gotten was a towel. Hahaha... Frust kot masa tu tp i said to myself, okla tu.. Towel is useful apa... The best part is, sampai sekarang towel tu masih ada dalam paper bag yg i received frm that nite... Hehehe that was like...4 years ago kot... ^_^

gembira, gembira juga. Esok ( sbnrnya today) ada 1 ptation to prepare!!! Tp tak siap lagi pun. Even though 8-10mins jek... Tp graded kot!! N it is an individual presentation!!!

So, i better go off to sleep n wake up early. Orrr..... I shud shoot my head.

Nite2 world ~,~

Tuesday, December 13, 2011

To ponder and to wonder

Hey yo! Dah lama nak menulis tp tak tertulis2. Bzkah?? Bz mmg bz... Buat2 bz pun ada juga. >.<

Now, i'm in my lecture room in upm. Having a break for 10-15 mins. Grab the chance to update few thoughts.

This lecturer of mine is sooo nice. He is so fatherly..lembut jek bila berkata, tapi takde lah sampai tahap nak mengantuk.

We actually had just resumed our lectures. Before this, we had a 1 month leave coz my lecturer went to perform Hajj. N we are supposed to submit three things that i did mentioned in the previous entry. But he is so kind coz he already postponed it twice. And it wasn't on our request but totally from him. Coz he really thinks that we should have been given more time. I think he feels guilty for leavingp his 'children' without guidance for the whole month to prepare our research proposal.

Tapi the most amazing thing is....we still haven't finish our assignments pun.. Hhmmm... Apa nak jadilah.

My life is so irony. I am teaching n at the same time studying. But to one extent, i did some things that i obviously do not want it to happen in my class. But again, the lecturers here are fine with it coz they do realize that their students are no more kids but grown-ups who have commitments and other responsibilities.

The conclusion is- life is so wonderful to be explored and reflected. Try to make some times and do ponder about it. Tak rugi pun... It's also a matter of muhassabah diri.

K y'all.. Till entry meets entry.
Luv.