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Saat ini gue berasa lega sedikit. Students gue tengah final exams nih. Seronok pun ada gak coz theoretically no more marking papers! hoorraay! Mesti korang heran kan.. Kenapa aku sungguh tidak bersikap professional. Korang kena faham, sebagai seorang pensyarah yang agak muda situasi ini semua masih dianggap baru. Dan sebagai pensyarah bahasa inggeris, marking papers bukan setakat u mark a,b,c or d. It's more than that! But, saya tak merungut. Cuma saya perlukan masa untuk menyesuaikan diri dgn keadaan ini.

Tapi, setelah sethn setgh berkecimpung di dalam bidang pengajaran nih, saya rasa sangat bersyukur. Bidang ni takde lah teruk sangat malah sangat mencabar. Kalau nak tahu macam mana mencabarnye ia, silalah join bidang nih. Anda perlu merasainya sendiri. I can still remember, my friend told me that she cried everyday on her 1st week teaching. cukup mengerunkan. Tapi alhamdulillah, saya tak pula menangis sepjg minggu malah tidak juga pada hari pertama. Cuma, saya amat tidak gemar terhadap politik pekerjaan. Enuf said!

MIMPI

Recently, I have read this particular magazine. One of the articles is about dream-and its meaning. I guess this article would be more or less the same with other articles before but it is not. However, I found it quite amusing. The specific title of this article is "the sign of love through dreams". The funniest part is - if you ever dreamed of being chased and caught by hippopotamus! Yes. I repeat hippopotamus! hahahaha... So, what is the meaning?

In that article, it is written that if you ever dreamt of it, the sign is you'll get married soon! However, the 'soon' is not stated specifically.

Isn't it amusing? Honestly, I never heard about it before :-p. So friends, you better watch out!

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Iye ker?

"It is easy to force a person who loves us to confess but yet, it is painful and difficult to force a person who does not love us to confess!"

I have heard this sentence somewhere but I couldn't recall where, when, and who said it. However, this long sentence brings true meaning. This sentence is so straightforward. When a person loves us deep from his/her heart, there is no need for us to ask them to confess. The confession will be automatically uttered when the time comes.

On the contrary, when a person does not have the feeling for us, it would definitely not be easy to listen to his confession as what we would expected. How amazing it would be if he/she confesses his/her love to us as we are actually wanted to. Berangan la....

Another situation is when we have 2 person in 1 time. 1 person who loves us but we do not. And another person who does not loves us but we do love him/her. We are totally crazy for him/her. But then, we have to realize that it is not going to be a reality for certain reasons. And at this point, we have to understand and realize between fact & imagination.

Without realization, the confession n love uttered by the person that we do not have the feeling for would pass by just like that. We wouldn't care for it n what evenmore to appreciate it. Why? Because we don't like him/her! But believe me, their love is more sincere than the one that we are chasing for...

Sebab tu org kata lebih baik kita menerima cinta org yg mencintai kita drpd kita mencintai seseorg sepenuh hati dan belum tentu dia mencintai kita sepenuhnya seperti org itu tadi.

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