bila gembira, ingat juga pada duka

It's already mid November kan? Cepatnya masa berlalu. Rasanya baru semalam students aku fly to Oz n Nz. Tapi sebenarnya, junior diorang yang baru jek habiskan xm SACE before flying. For me, ada bagus and ada yang tak bagus when time flies so fast without notice. Yang bagusnya, we succeed in facing those days. Yang tak bagusnya pulak, rasa pendek jek umur ni semakin hari. Yes, we are getting older and therefore, ajal maut is just around the corner. And to be frank, I don't like when the time flies so fast. Tapi macam mana pun, ajal maut di tangan Allah. Kita hanya mampu bersedia bila2 sahaja Allah mahu menjemput kita.

Dan bila menyentuh bab-bab kematian dan kehidupan ni, ada sesuatu yang menganggu aku. Baru-baru ni hajat aku tercapai. Aku nye masters' application dan diterima. Aku rasa happy and excited to get back to school, tapi at the same time aku mesti teringatkan arwah bibi. Dulu masa aku nak apply, aku dengan dia la yang sibuk2 memikirkan segala-galanya. We always ym-ing each other till 4am in the morning. We discussed a lot together. She's the one with same 'kepala' with me. Both of us had never have had "mental block" when it comes to chit-chatting. That was unforgettable! So, setiap kali aku kena berfikir pasal masters' nye stuffs, wajib aku akan teringat kat dia. Lagi2 sekarang nih...sebabnya 19th ni ialah birthday dia and bulan december ni genap setahun arwah meninggal dunia.

Al-Fatihah my very dear friend. Semoga Allah menempatkan mu di tempat orang-orang beriman. Amin..