Mengimbas kenangan lalu Part 1

Disebabkan aku bosan + line tenet semakin mengancam + laptop baru serba canggih + teringat kenangan lama sebab gi tengok balik gambar2 lama = maka, aku decide untuk menulis entry tentang perkara2 yang aku tak sempat share dulu.

So, today i would like to share about my trip to Sydney last May 2013. 

It was quite a sudden decision to have my holiday there. I went there with my mom, my 3rd sis, my 5th sis and his chubby son. Decided to go to several OZ states but i didn't feel confident to do so coz my mom was not really well (though she said she is okay - na ah i don't buy her words ;D).

I would say it was a bless to have my students all over OZ states. Anyway, I am a lecturer teaching students (mostly sponsored) who will be flying to Australia & New Zealand. So, last year was my 6th year teaching students who are going to further their studies abroad. I have students who are going to fly to US, UK, Russia, Japan, Korea, Middle East, India, Ireland, German and that's it I guess. But I have been teaching students for OZ/NZ for almost 5 years last year. So, basically I have plenty students there. 

Went to Sydney for a week and stayed at my students' house. I have my cousin there too but then decided not to stay there coz it was quite a small house. Rented a car the whole week. I had too coz mom was not fit to walk or travel by public transport. Luckily since we rented the car for a week, it got cheaper. 

It was such a relieve coz the morning before my flight, I was still fighting to finish up marking my students' end of semester exam papers and not to mention..... I have LOADS of BUNDLES to do so! It was because I taught two codes and believe me I was like committing suicide jek! (expression saje tak berniat betul pun. hehehe).

Went for jalan-jalan, to Blue Mountain and many places (not to mention shopping!). Met my ex students - couple of batches too and had makan-makan. They are really good cooks! Superb!

All in all, it was such an escapism! Here are some of the photos that I could grab from this laptop.

farhun - gembira

Halluu...

Gembira plak aku semenjak dua menjak ni. Hahaha.. Just because most of the people around me think that i am still in 20s. What a compliment. Alhamdulillah.. Ye la..kalau ikutkan kenapa la aku nak happy or beriya sangat pasal orang cakap aku muda lagi ke apa. Aku bukanlah in denials tapi being in this age without any knot being tied, i need to look up at my reputation (age la). Hahaha.. Students aku (girls) hari tu beriya kata aku 28. Nak tersedak aku tapi aku control cun jek. Then after the boys came back from jumaat prayer, dia org pun sama ckp umur aku paling2 pun 28. Paling muda aku dapat is 24. Bila aku tell them my real age, dia org lak kata aku tipu. Ada ke orang nk tipu umur dia tua? Hehehe.. Gembira aku.

Pastu, hari tu jumpa cousin aku. Dah lama giler rasanya x jumpa dia. He asked my sis's age. Tiba2 aku lak yg offer suruh dia teka age aku. Dia pun jawab- " ala.. Farrah 20s lagi kan". Huahuahuaaaa.. Sssoooo happy to hear that! Woot woot!!

Makanya, tips untuk kekal muda riang ria adalah untuk kita mempunyai perwatakan yang happy-go-lucky sokmo. Bila kita senyum and apatah lagi ketawa..., ada hormon2 tertentu yang keluar dan membantu memudakan wajah kita. Hasilnya... Aku lah. Ekekkekee.. Aku kan suka senyum dan gembira selalu.

Kadang2 kalau sesedih mana pun aku, ia akan hilang secara perlahan2 and automatic. i think it has become like a habit u know. it's not that i made myself in an in-denial state..but it just happen. i used to ask my NLP trainer about this. i told her that i am very good at putting the 'bad frames' behind and put forward the 'good frames' and it is just soooo easy. she answered- it's okay with that. i am normal. but to very one extent i will somehow bring forward my 'bad frames' and deal with it at the most suitable time that i feel i am able to face. that one day i will settle the negative emotions that i have had. it's not that i just ran away from it. no, it's not. i do face it but when the time comes.

apa2 pun, be grateful to whatever u have now. enjoy ur life by complying to what is wajib and what is not. Allah is there and always be there. he will give us the best as what he has planned and pull away the bad things if he desires to do so. love yourself, be happy, be sincere and don't u ever feel useless & worthless.

Allah itu 'Adil sifatnya.

it's a final countdowwwwwnnnn!!!

salam everyone and my dear! It is not just 2013, but already February. What a zasss!

You know what!? It has already been 5 years of me working at my workplace now. Just could not believe it. I just felt that yesterday was my first week of lecture to my US bound students. And today, i am with Aussie bound students and the funny part is i am not just an English lecturer, but also a Malay Studies' lecturer. Don't ask me what and how i ended up there. =D

Last Monday & Tuesday which was 4th & 5th Feb, I sat for a Comprehensive Examination(CE) - it's my master's thingy. Initially, my master's degree is M.ed (master in education) TESL without thesis. Though there is no thesis, we do still have one part of project paper. It's kinda like the mini-thesis la konon. I was planning to finish my master by this year so that I could finish my semester by September and have my convocation on October. But suddenly, my faculty announced that we could no more do project paper because of there is short of supervisors to monitor our paper. It's kinda disappointing in one way but it's a YEAY! on the other hand. And because of that too, I will end my studies on January instead. In return to no project paper, we are advised to sit for CE. Basically CE is also one of the options offered to students like us. Like in my case, I was offered M.ed TESL without thesis (project paper is understood to be the path). Some others (very few of them) are I don't know offered or requested CE. I have no idea of the CE's existence up to the day I entered the uni. How does this CE works? It is just as simple as you will be asked about all the selected subjects that you have taken during your studies. This CE is usually done at the end of your last semester after your final exam. Isn't it sounds creepy and nonsense too!!!??

To shorten, me and my other friends whose this semester is the final semester have to sit for CE. So, last mon & tues was like s***! It was a tough 3 hours' exam...damn tough. On the 4th I sat for Research Methodology & Statistics papers. Just imagined that there were 10 questions worth 200 marks and you need to complete it in 3 hours! Oh no no no.... I just do not want to write it here coz it will be totally ignored and mentally challenged to be remembered. hahaha.... then on the 5th, I sat for 2 sets of exam - 3 hours & 200 marks each. All the 3 hours consisted of 2 subjects and equal to 200 marks. The examiner was expecting us to write at least 3-page for each questions in the paper. We had to answer 3 questions so basically it made us to write 9 pages for that particular paper. Can you please make your own calculation if the same thing happen for the afternoon's paper? 18 pages of my writing using my only right hand with loads of pens that i regularly changed and threw off. That was for the second day. On Monday, I can say that I have written for at least 5 pages. Please do your math. And because of that toooooo, I can't really be holding pen or pencil as my hand felt like a cramp. Thus, I am planning not to hold a pen and/or write more than 15 seconds for these next three days. Today is the first day and I managed to do so. Holding a pen for less than 15 seconds. hahaha...we'll see how for tomorrow and the next day....

oh yeah.... the reason i pursued in my master's degree, one of it was because i want to go away from him and perkara2 yang sewaktu dengannya. yes, it did help and i did go away and forget him too.. but now, i have finished with my masters, will i think of him back..or what?!? Or should i go for PhD? hahaha.... khelass ko peah! apa2 pun terima kasih lah yek kepada orang yang telah tanpa dia sedar memberi aku motivasi utk belajar lebih tinggi semata-mata nak lupakan dia. sangat menguntungkan perkara ni. lalalala~~~

so, i shall wait for another two weeks for my CE results. ada jek harapan tak lulus tapi aku ni optimist la..(konon...). buat masa ni nak lupakan dulu psl results la apa la...aku just nak focus kat workplace. aku dah tak leh abaikan students aku...aku tak nak jadi cam colleague aku...jatuh prestasi students dia...she was quite busy executing few matters and without her realization, she kind of not to have the focus that she should. plus with my admin post, tak pernah nye every semester, dates yg aku dah booking tak perlu di tunda2... 

apa2 pun aku doakan yang terbaik utk diri aku. insyaallah aku pass... dan kena pass. so, nak usha2 vacancies kat tmpt lain nak?

hahahahhahahaha..... 

^_^

Kuasa Allah itu Maha!

Alhamdulillah dan syukur aku panjatkan pada Allah yang Maha Esa. 

Hari ni aku sangat bersyukur kepada Allah kerana Allah tidak pernah kedekut untuk memberi pertolongan pada hambanya ini. 

Ya, aku dalam kesusahan buat masa ni. Aku hampir menangis kerana berasakan yang aku tidak mampu untuk ke depan lagi. Aku seolah-olah terpaku pada keadaan sekarang. Tapi, tak sedikit pun aku menyalahkan Dia kerana rancanganNya. Walau apa pun, aku tahu dan aku yakin segala keburukkan datang dari aku dan yang baik-baik itu semua datang dariNYA. 

Cumanya, aku sedih dan kecewa atas apa yang telah aku lakukan, atas jalan apa yang aku pilih untuk diri aku sendiri. Aku seolah-olah tidak menyayangi diri aku sendiri dan tanpa ragu-ragu merosakkan malah meruntuhkan amanat Allah iaitu diri aku. 

Kuasa Allah itu Maha! Maha sehingga tiada siapa, apa yang dapat menandingiNYA. 

Aku berdoa moga Allah selalu tidak lupa untuk memimpinku ke jalan yang benar... jalan yang lurus... jalan ke pintu syurga. Sesungguhnya aku ini hambaNYA yang hina dan hanya kepadaNYA aku dapat bergantung....dunia dan akhirat.

Amin, amin ya rabbal alamin.......

Come-back!

Assalamualaikum.... hi there...

Lamanya aku tinggalkan blog ni... Selalu teringat tentang kewujudan blog ni tapi memang tak sempat nak update apa2 yang patut untuk dikongsikan bersama.

So many things happened in my life. All the things that had happened, i consider it to be an interesting, awesome and full of lessons events. Can't really describe it here coz it is tooo many to be written/expressed/shared.

1 chapter of my life in the early year of 2012 is when i had so many responsibilities to be fulfilled. Among them are my core duty as a lecturer, my new position in students affairs department, being among the employees for the on-the-way of transformation program, my study life in UPM, as a daughter who lives with her mother, as a servant of allah, and not to forget my newest involvement - being part of NLPers.

Oh yeah..mentioning about NLP, I would really love to share with all of you bit by bit of NLP knowledge that i obviously found it as so interesting and beneficial. I will insyallah find the time to do so soon.

* NLP: Neuro Linguistic Programming

Till then, cheerio! ^_*

Cudn't help it!!

Sorry but i just cudn't help it in expressing my relieve!! It was a crazy hell days, weeks, months and years.... And today, it is officially came to its end. Feel soooo relieved but unfortunately, life has to go on. Btw, one of the many is settled.

I never had imagined my situation would be like this. But i do thank Allah. For giving me the chance to breathe in in His world, for letting me to experience life, for teaching me with sooo many lessons and loads more.

I do really, really appreciate all the things that had happened, is happening and will be happening. No matter how hard it is, how challenging it will be... I will be always ready for that moment.

After all, real life could definitely not be "Happily ever after".

You go girl!! ^_^

laalaa lalalalaa laa lalalaa.. (smurfs' lullaby)

yeehhaaaa!!!

sila refer kepada link ini --> rezeki untukku

entry yang lepas ini aku menceritakan bahawa aku dah pun mem'buat' rumah di tepi pantai.
just would like to share that i am already 'moved' in to the new beach house...
=(

why sad icon??

ohh...it is soooo challenging. to one extent i feel like running away to the farthest place that i could.
but where to? will i be free then? maybe for a while but not for long....

see! entry ni pun aku tulis separuh jalan.. and bersambung now. it eventually took me nearly 2 weeks to complete it.

oh. saya agak penat. tapi saya tetap berpegang kepada pepatah nan satu ini:

bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian.

sekian.

always

~ you have always understood me. no one ever does just like you did.
thank you so much. ~

love ya - u know who u are >.<

SO MUCH!

I JUST HATE THEM NOW!
THEY ARE TOO DEMANDING!
PLEASE HAVE A BRAIN TO UNDERSTAND PEOPLE!

SORRY, BUT IT'S JUST TOO ANNOYING!
COULDN'T CARE LESS FOR THEIR EMOTIONS!

Thank you so much =)

Yin & Yang

Anda pernah dengar tentang yin and yang?

Daripada pembacaan aku, yin and yang ini menggambarkan pemahaman ancient chinese mengenai how things work. The black (yin) and white (yang) symbolize two energies which somehow represent positivity and negativity. Secara lumrahnya, both could not exist WITHOUT each other coz they do complement each other. {so sweeeet rite? (",) }But then, the concept of yin and yang by the ancient chinese is mostly towards the medical theory.

Hari ni, aku bukannya nak citer pasal yin n yang directly. Cumanya, aku lebih tertarik kepada concept ni dari segi the balance of two opposite things in live and how important to have a balance portion of the good as well as the bad. 

Hidup kita ni tak pernahnya berat sebelah. Tapi, kalau korang rasa hidup korang berat sebelah...aku syorkan korang bermuhasabah diri dan melihat dengan penuh teliti jalur-jalur kehidupan yang telah korang lalui. Allah itu kan Maha Adil...maka Dia tidak pernah memberi kehidupan umatnya dengan dugaan yang berpanjangan mahu pun kegembiraan yang berterusan. Hidup kita sentiasa diselang-selikan dengan kegembiran dan kesedihan. Itu lah yin dan yang. Cuma, depends to the individual, how to perceive it in yourself. To take it, or to leave it - the challenge(s)!

Personally to me, I always make myself to easily forget the dark side. Like I used to say before, aku kan optimistic orangnye...maka aku selalu buang yang keruh dan ambil yang jernih. Bukan bermaksud aku ni in denial...tapi yang buruk itu pastinya aku jadikan sebagai teladan. Yang baik tu pula, aku jadikan pemangkin untuk lebih maju. Tapi selalunya, yang buruk tu aku selalu lupakan jek and being a normal person, i did seomtimes repeat the mistakes...how foolish i am!

So, adakah hidup anda balance secara yin and yang nyer? Tepuk kepala, jawablah sendiri. (",)

E.F.F.O.R.T

EFFORT IS IMPORTANT,

BUT

KNOWING WHERE TO MAKE AN EFFORT

MAKES ALL THE DIFFERENCE!!!

redha

ok.

hari ni genap 7 hari arwah pergi meninggalkan dunia...

masing terkenang-kenang apa yang terjadi pada hari yang sama minggu lepas...

paling tak dapat dilupakan kenangan sabtu lepas...

ia akan sentiasa terpahat di minda dan di hati aku yang kerdil ini...

dan mulai hari ini juga...

aku akan cuba untuk tidak terlalu memikirkannya...

biarlah arwah bahagia di dunia yang sana itu...

aku redha dengan ketentuan ilahi...

dan sebagai hamba allah yang serba kekurangan ini...

aku akan sentiasa iringi segala kenangan bersamanya dengan doa...

allah maha mengetahui...

allah maha berkuasa...

dan

allah maha menyayangi hamba-hambaNYA...

amin.

it is fast

wow! it has only been 2 months of 2011 but i felt like 2 years have gone. seriously time passes so fast! i realized pun sebab hari tu i had academic staff meeting and there was a review of events held in january and february. there were actually quite a lot and partly i did involve in the events but i thought it was like looong time ago.

so far, my life has its ups and down. quite normal and yet so challenging. i discovered new things and i could say that i'm learning new stuffs from day to day. though there are moments that are repeating but honestly, it is not the same repetition. i am enjoying every bit of it but sometimes i admitted that i lose control of it.

getting older is also means getting emotional. apart from growing the maturity, i agree that there are loads of sacrifices need to be dealt with in that process. it is definitely not an enjoyable thing on earth to do but it is among the common process that we have to go through. and it is also not about the results but most importantly the journey that we have GONE through.

Bila fikir balik, kadang-kadang aku bersyukur... kadang-kadang aku mengeluh dan tak kurang juga aku menyesali kejadiaannya. alangkah baiknya kalau waktu boleh berputar kembali. setiap kekurangan pasti dapat dibaik pulih.

tapi, kadang-kadang aku bahagia... kadang-kadang aku bangga diri... kadang-kadang aku rasa "i'm in control"!

this 29 years (soon to be) i've been living in this world have been a tremendous journey. it is indeed like a roller coaster...where at some point, you'll scream...at another point, you'll just love the sights. and at the end of a time, you'll feel like vomiting. and that's my life! all in all, you'll be grateful for the opportunities on riding it and the experiences are just useful for your future.

the truth is :

i need a career change!! i wanna do what i like the most.. aku nak tukar angin!

(noktah)

susah

ok.

aku sangat susah untuk meluahkan perasaan aku sekarang nih.

bila tak diluah, rasa senak jiwa memberontak.

bila nak diluah, tak tersusun kata-kata untuk luahan.

why?

semakin hari semakin susah...

selepas satu, satu lagi pergi...

selepas arwah bibi, arwah jay pula menyusul...

selepas telinga kiri pergi, telinga kanan pula...

takde siapa yang boleh aku mengadu lagi...

aku?

ntah bila allah ingin menjemput...

ntah sapa allah mahu menjemput dulu...

jadi?

.............

lam alif zal ya

aku dikelilingi dengan orang-orang yang sakit. ada yang sakit biasa-biasa...dan tak kurang juga dengan sakit yang luar biasa. bukan itu sahaja, malah aku pun sakit dan berpenyakit.

aku sakit M.A.L.A.S !!!!

tuhan sahaja tahu betapa malasnye aku sekarang ni. semua kerja aku tergendala. it is not good at all. n yes i know that. but still i'm not moving on.

like at this moment. i have an assignment that i should submit already. but i'm not finished with it. oh nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

missyleo. kenapa ko malas ni huh!?

wake up gurl!!!!!

gapo dio!?

"Selamat pagi cikgu!"

tapi, nampaknya sekarang - "Selamat malam cikgu!"

oh my gosh... life has been very hectic. pagi malam dengan buku. penatnya tak terkira.
dugaan betul hidup aku kali ini. baru jek seminggu mengharungi liku-liku hidup menjadi pelajar, tapi rasanya dah berat dah bahu ni memikul kerja sekolah.

allah itu maha mengetahui...syukur alhamdulillah...he has always been there helping me out. memang aku tak tau at the first place. but then, bila pikir lama-lama, barulah everything makes sense.

i do really need multivitamin. i feel restless and hopeless to think about the whole semester.

wish me loads of lucks ^_*

luv.

it made me ME

ok...it's another more or less 2 hours before it begins with year 2011. a fact that we have to face - we are a year older. goshh...time flies soo fast!

Macam-macam yang telah terjadi tahun 2010 nih. Daripada yang best kepada yang tak best...Yang sakit hati, yang bengong, yang surprise!, yang menyayat hati, yang riang ria, yang takut, yang gerun, yang tak percaya, yang sangat tak bleh blah dan yang sebagainya.

Ingat lagi bila it was early this year, the forecast said that this year would be a downturn compared before. Economically, it would not be a good one for most of the people. And macam-macam lagi lah. Tapi, tu semua predictions jek. Ntah sapa ntah yang rajin predict-mengpredict ni. Satu kerjaya yang amat jaya lah jugak. Aku pun kadang-kadang suka gak baca tentang forecast nih...Saje gatal-gatal..takdelah sampai percaya giler2. Yang aku suka ialah horoscope nye predictions nih. Suka-suka jek untuk suka-suka baca. I am not really believing in whatever it says but kalau yang best-best tu, aku buat sebagai motivations la.

Honestly, this year is soo happening!! Daripada perkara yang aku nak elak, ia terjadi juga. Personally, it is a year that is full of emotions. On behalf of my career, it is turning out really well. I've learned a lot and I grew up with it along the journey. Financially, i am blessed with loads of rezeki. Rezeki aku sungguh murah. Alhamdulillah...Walaupun kadang kala aku diuji, tapi thank god la aku dapat menapisnye.

Basically, this year had started with quite bad scenes. But, towards the middle of the year, it turned out good. Reaaally good instead. hhmm... Thank you Allah for all your blessings and fate that you've set for me. It taught me a lot actually. It made me stronger, it made me to think twice. It made to accept what it is said to be fated. It made me happier. It made me better. It made me ME.

Tak lupa juga, tahun depan tanggungjawab aku lebih berat. I'll be back to school and i do really hope that i could do better in both teaching and learning. Hopefully, in another 2 years time....i'll be granted with my masters' degree. insyallah..... ^_*

Tapi, dalam banyak-banyak benda yang terjadi....ada satu package lagi yang aku owe to ALLAH. and i hope i could accomplish it throughout next yearsss.... ^_^

So, farewell to 2010 and be ready for 2011. Forget the past but take along whatever valuable to the next year. Tatititutu......

Negaraku~~~

hhuuuuuuuhh....just finished watching a football/soccer match- Malaysia vs Indonesia. Quite an emotional game it was. Mulanya aku macam tak nak tengok and i did not when it was in Malaysia...but then, ntahlah...ada geng kot nak tengok malam ni, so aku pun tengoklah. Yang nyata suara aku dah mula serak-serak. hahaha...inilah akibatnya menjerit..^_^ Dah la mak aku takde umah balik kampung, and kebetulan cousins aku stay kat umah, maka kami pun sama-samalah berganding bahu menjerit. hehe..best jugak...dah lama tak buat perangai macam ni. oh btw, Malaysia won with aggregate 4-2. It is Suzuki Cup championship.

Seperti biasa, aku terkenang zaman sekolah menengah dulu2. Kenapa? Kerana, setiap (tak silap aku la) rabu and sabtu, aku akan pi tengok football match. And of course team Selangor la... ~Merah kuning lambang kebanggaan.... ~ hehe...Aku 'mampu' menonton setiap perlawanan kerana jeng jeng jeng...

Dijadikan citer, kakak aku yang sorang ni is a stewardess. Masa tu dia still buat flight domestic. And passengers yang agak loyal are the football teams of most of the states. So, there she met with the players. And dalam ramai-ramai tu, adalah jugak players yang sangkut kat kakak aku. One of them yang aku memang ingat was Kedah's player (nama dirahsiakan). Dia syok kat kakak aku. Selalu lah dok call rumah. Masa tu handphone was still not-the-famous yet. hehe.. And kalau ada pun, rupa handphone tu sangat buroks. Dan aku, sebagai adik bongsu yang sangat nakal - yang menjadi operator setia di rumah, selalu membuli beliau.

"Hello"
"Hello. Ye nak cakap dengan sapa?"
"Rozleen ada? "
"Ada. Ni sapa?"
"Ni kawan dia"
"Kawan dia sapa?"
"Erk....."
"Yela, kawan dia nama apa?"
"Oh...saya ..............."
"Hmm...ingat takde nama.."
> Kak leen....call. Dia kata kawan.

hahaha....itu memang hobby aku kalau answered house phone call. Suke jawab- kawan dia la apa la. Sebut jek la nama...macam susah jek. Dan haruslah mamat bola tu ngadu kat kakak aku. Dia kata aku ni cam pegawai polis..

Hello!! Kalau nak tackle kakak aku...korang tu semua kena rasuah aku. Barangsiapa yang berjaya merasuah aku, nescaya perjalanan aktiviti tackle menackle ni dengan izinnya berjalan lancar...hehhee...

Tapi, kakak aku tak jadi ngan dia tu. After that, kakak aku ngan player selangor lak. Mamat ni dok kat area2 yang berdekatan ngan rumah aku. Sekolah pun kat klang...and dapat main kat selangor. Kenal ngan kakak aku dari zaman sekolah lagi. Tapi, bila dah jadi footballer ni, barulah nak try mengayat. Masa ni memang lawak habis. Asal nak keluar jek, mesti bawak aku. Tension pun ada gak. Sebabnya aku lak kena ngekor mana2. Masa ni kakak aku takde kete lagi. Nak gi mana2 kitorang naik commuter. Then bila si dia ni tahu jek kitorang nak kuar, member sanggup jadi driver kitorang. Dan yang paling best sekali ialah bila aku dapat special autograph dari semua player team Selangor. Masa tu Selangor di ambang ke'glamer'an. Player yang mantop masa tu were Azman Adnan, Azlisham and pemain import Mehmet Durokovich. Tak lupa jugak, aku dapat autograph dari phisiotherapist dia. hhahaa..boleh la..

Dan kerana si dia ni la, aku dapat tiket untuk 2 musim untuk home games. Jadi, aku akan pegi ngan 2 abang ipar aku and abang angkat aku for every games. Masa tuh la aku giler bola. Aku hafal semua players termasuk referees and lines men. Dahsyat tak? Skang ni, kalau aku jumpa kat mana2 pun, aku tak kenal diorang. That time had passed. But i did enjoy and treasure every moment i've had before. (walaupun aku dirasuah untuk kakak aku).hahahha...

Dan akhirnya, kakak aku tak jadi ngan mana2 players demikian. Jodohnya bersama leading steward juge....

haish...terkenang-kenang zaman remaja dulu. Alangkah bahagia aku 'dirasuah' untuk approval.. haha... ^_^

p/s: Malaysia, i am proud of you! Rio Ferdinand just twittered and congratulate Malaysia for winning the Suzuki Cup. yeeehaaaa!!!

ehem ehem ^_^

Weekend lepas aku terkenang kat anuar zain. haha... tiba2 jek kan? Biasalah peminat umum macam aku ni. Lagi pun hari tu aku tengok anugerah skrin, dia ada buat show. Simpan misai la pulak. Aku rasa kalau dia simpan janggut pun, hensem jugak. Tuhan cipta dia serba elok. Bertuah badan... Alhamdulillah lah dia dikurniakan sebegitu.

Yes. Aku memang minat dia. Tapikan....aku tak tau macam mana nak describe minat tu. In fact. aku pun tak tau apa maksud minat. Ok, people would said that they admire him for his look, which is true. Tanpa ragu-ragu aku pun sama. Tapi, his talents in singing are unavoidable to be admired as well. Like people in entertainment business would say, he has THE package. Aku ni pun minat dia macam-macam tu jek. Nak kata aku tahu birth date dia bila.... i don't know. How many album he has, pun aku tak tahu. Lagu-lagu dia yang terkenal, aku tau lah. Kalo ada pertandingan kuiz pasal all about him, sebelum bertanding aku dah angkat bendera putih. Punyalah nak kata yang aku ni peminat yang sebenarnya tidak minat sangat kecuali dua perkara yang disebut di atas. In contrast, wujud sebenarnya peminat yang fanatik. Nama pun fanatik, segala benda diorang tahu. Kiranya, kalau kita suruh mereka buat biodata artis tu, mesti diorang boleh buat. Kira memang minat habis lah!

Aku ni kan, minat anuar zain ikut musim jek. Cuba teka musim apa? hhehehe... sah-sah musim raya jek. Sebab?? First, of course lagu raya dia yang agak glam itu selalu berkumandang di radio. Tapi, yang pasti aku dapat kirim salam dan kirim ucapan selamat hari raya pada dia...usually on the first day of raya. But then, kalau tanya dia, mesti dia tak tau or tak ingat apa-apa la kan...? hahaha... loser tul aku nih... ^_^

Macam mana aku leh buat sedemikian? Well...it's quite a long story to tell but in sum, my bro-in-law's brother n his wife kinda a good friend of him. So, every raya on the first day, they will visit his house. So there goes my regards and raya wishes. hehehe...Kirim salam pun jadi lah....

Adalah sekali tahun bila ntah... anuar kasik kat aku kad raya. Mula-mula, aku memang takkan percayalah kan? Walaupun ada signature dia. Mana taknya... abang ipar aku ni tak leh caya sangat. Nak tahu kenapa? Begini: terjadilah satu kisah di mana abang ipar aku ada buat event and artis jemputan nye was Mawi. Masa tu memang zaman mawi glamer habis. So, anak kawan abg ipar aku ni mintak ayah dia dapatkan signature mawi. Nak dijadikan citer, ayahnye sorang ni lupa nak mintak coz sibuk as the organizer's committees. Nasi dah jadi bubur...coz mawi dah balik. Oleh kerana si ayah ni tak sampai hati nak kecewakan anak nye, maka si ayah ni tadi bersama abg iparku telah membuat pakatan? Apa dia? Both of them FORGED mawi's signature! And, the daughter had believed (of coz she did coz the father met mawi) and showed the whole kampung (when they did balik kg after the event) that mawi had signed an autograph to her. Oh my..... pity isn't it? Poor lil girl. I could not blame both coz both of them had their own acceptable reasons.

Maka, apabila aku terima kad raya dari anuar...aku control macho. Malas lah kan nak lompat-lompat ker apa ker.. Ye lah, artis bagi i kad raya (even he is a human). Sebabnye, aku takut kalau abg ipar aku ngan adik dia main2kan aku. Nanti aku jugak yang malu. Walaupun at that time abg ipar aku pun dapat kad raya macam aku. Then, i dont remember weeks or days after that, i saw anuar's kad raya in the newspaper as he had given to some of the reporters and they had photo of it. I guess the one that i've gotten is yes, truly from him. Signature sama banget and barulah aku syok sendiri. hahaha... again, mizleo loser ^_^Bukan saje kad raya tau.... Ada satu raya tu, aku dapat had a conversation with him through phone. Tapi kelakar giler kot.... tak tau nak cakap apa. "Selamat hari raya" and that's basically it! Pastu, terkeluar lah ayat bodoh seperti :- " abang, saya minat sangat kat abang" WHAT THE!!!!??? lols ;D Actually it had happened without kesedaran yang logikal.

Itulah citer-citer bodoh aku bersama jejaka impian malaya...yang walaupun umurnya i believe dah 40, but he's damn good looking. His skin...still tegang...hehhe... Muka bersih dan berseri... and also fit. He is so fresh! I like fresh man.. Rasa macam suci jek diorang nih...and hygenic too.
And the best experience i've ever had was last october. It was a memorable surprise indeed! I attended a vvip's birthday party@dinner. I was seated membelakangkan stage. My table was on the right side of the stage and basically i have to move my chair a lil bit and i would have a good sight of it. I was with my sisters, bro-in-law n my nephew. We were quite late for the party and my BIL drove like hell...to one extent i had to inform him that 'I'm not married YET'. But, as usual he ignored it. His brother had been calling him for like ten times and he kept on lying about our minutes-to-arrived. So, once we arrived like 5 minutes after that, the party started. The emcee were blablabla...and it's time for the 1st performance. And guess what??? It was anuar zain!!! My jantung dah luruh dah kot once I looked at him. Though the performance was to the birthday 'girl' but it was indeed a surprise for me. Rupa-rupanya, ni semua kerja abg ipar ku, adik dan wifenye! Cis!!! Patutlah aku macam ok jek malam tu, sanggup ikut diorang. Bayangkan kalau aku tak ikut..(which takkan lah kan..diorang mesti paksa punya). And lepas anuar nyanyi dalam 3 lagu macam tuh, terus adik abg ipar aku tarik anuar datang jumpa aku...hahaha...tak terkata apa-apa kot. Statement diorang kat anuar:- "bang, ni lah dia yang suka kat abang n selalu kem salam tu". Jahat kot statement tu...dan sekali lagi, untuk membuktikan yang aku ni loser...aku pun berkata pada anuar zain:- "abang, saya minat sangat kat abang. abang hensem la". Hahahaha... mizleo is a loser...mizleo is a loser... i am a loser!!! ;D

Dan minit-minit pada malam itu berlalu dengan gembira yang tak terkata. Perutku yang pada hakikatnya lapar, terus jadi kenyang. hahaha...Thanx la to my BIL and his brother. They did make my day! Rasa penat aku siang hari tu terbalas sangat. Siang tu aku pi rumah anak2 yatim kat sabak bernam and gotong royong. Rasa berbaloilah. Dan seharusnya aku tak melepaskan peluang tangkap gambar dengan jejaka itu. ^_^

These are the photos taken that nite.