*sound of relieve breathe*
in a way i am relieved.... just gone through a hectic daily schedule. kadang-kadang bila fikir2kan, aku ni keje apa ek? tapi takpe, aku suka bila jadual aku pagi petang siang malam sibuk. aku rasa aku sedang melaksanakan tanggungjawab dan sesuatu yang berguna. kalau aku tak buat apa2, maknanya tendency untuk aku buat ntah apa-apa amat tinggi. well, masa tengah muda ni la aku nak pulun buat keje. so far, alhamdulillah kesibukkan aku ni takdelah sampai ke tahap kena balik kerja lambat. sebabnya, anything yang tak finish, aku bawak balik umah jek. ye la, kat umah pun ada tanggungjawab... aku kan tinggal ngan mak aku jek. so, to accompany her is also a responsible for me.
last few weeks was like a disaster for me. that was really putting me into a high level of test and patience. need to prepare my students for final examinations, then to settle up with marking and marks, to mark papers i.e. assignments and also finals. it was really stressful... the time is never ever enough to finish up all those things. moreover, i am teaching two programs. luckily, their exams were not in the same week. and last week, need to struggle with the last effort for my masters la plak. nasib one of the program tgh study week. a bit relieve though. so, i am struggling the left-overs necessary stuffs like doing the write up for the mini research (assignments) and also not to forget two final papers that eventually held consequently (thursday & friday). and knowing me, i really can't study too early. last minute studies do work for me. basically, i understood the lessons we've learned before...it just that i need to revise those things and put to test in applying them. seriously, the final exams questions were damn high order thinking level. all this while, i've been learning about the Bloom's Taxonomy...and now i am experiencing it. quite fun though! ^_^
my motivation's level was also fluctuating. felt so motivated coz i already obtained A for one of the subjects. so the thursday paper was really motivating to go through. but then, once i encountered the paper......... __________________ (feel free to fill in the blanks). me and my friend were so damn de-motivated. 2 hours and a half is a no-no enough! there were so much theories that we've learned and obviously so much things to write in. it seems that we were still lacking the skills in identifying the necessary answers for the questions. but still, we made it. sebenarnya, we have the answers to all the questions tapi nak organize answers and thoughts in the attempts were quite challenging.
lols....feel like a loser (as usual) ;p
then, we decided to be veeerryy careful with the friday paper. ended up, it was easier and less complicated. the thursday paper consisted of 2-3 pages of questions but the friday paper had only 1 page of question. sabo je lah....
lols again....
masa tengah drive balik umah malam tu... terbayang kat students aku .. all this while they are experiencing that feeling when it comes to exams...and now, i am with them. such a cycle of life. maka, malam tu aku berhasrat untuk menenangkan otakku yang suka berat itu. my finals are over, my students lak will be having their finals the next monday....
tapi...malangnya aku tak dapat untuk berehat weekend tersebut.. nak tau kenapa?
next entry will explains it.
ciao!
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