current state of mind

i have a confession.

i never feel jealous (as far as i am concern). not the extreme one. but now, i am jealous. i never thought that i would and could be jealous.

i am envy. i envy them. but, i am happy for them. i wish i could be them. how i desire and dream to be just like what they are now.

it is true indeed. if you are a person that always remember HIM, HE'll definitely show you the path. the happiest, the most blessed, the righteous and the best.

but, we can't have what we really want. we won't have the same path even so we chose the exactly same path.

we can't we won't we cudn't we wouldn't

and

we will never have the exactly dream that we really dreamt of.

*krik krik*

Last 2 days was among the happiest day in my life. it was because of 2 things. I was and am thanking Allah for the great news I've heard. There was nothing than the two surprising and memorable news that could overtaken its joy.

i am indeed happy for both (",)

tag dari cik parin

#this post was actually done on 8th march but i did not get the chance to click on the 'publish' button.#

saya telah di tag oleh puan wan farin nazeli wan yaacob =p


1) Adakah anda rasa anda hot?

-> ye, saya hot.
pertamanya, saya memang hot kerana cuaca sekarang yang agak hot.
keduanya, saya memang boleh jadi hot sebab cuaca yang hot. jadi berhati2lah.
ketiganya dan terakhirnya, saya bolehlah jugak dikatakan hot dari segi personaliti kerana saya memang mempunyai potensi dari segi meng'hot'kan suasana di mana-mana saya berada.
konklusinye, saya hot.

2) Upload gambar kegemaran anda.

-> laptop saya rosak n gambar dlm laptop. so, tak leh nak upload.

3) Bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?

-> soalan yang sangat tepat kerana baru jek 15 mins tadi saya makan pizza (specifically domino's).

p/s: kesh belanja tp 1 slice jek... (supporting his student's activities) thanx en kesh! ^_^

4) Lagu terakhir anda dengar?

-> Tajuk "yang terbaik" dari Marsha. Sangat amat yang sangat terkesan pada diri ini. terima kasih cik khom...

5) Apa anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?

-> Cuba-cuba untuk menanda exercises/practices students... (cuba aje tp tak buat pun lagi).


6) Selain nama sendiri anda dipanggil nama ape?

-> a) adik b) maksu@ acu c) far d) cik farrah chantek e) cik farrah chomel (smua ni for real okay..kan arief? hehhee )

7) Tag lagi 8 orang

-> i'm trying though!

1. nana
2. khome
3. arief
4. syazana
5. syarif hakim
6. shafiq
7. zaini
8. sapa2 yang berminat



8) Siapakah orang no 1 kepada anda?

-> sepupuku...eh, ke dua pupu yek nana? maybe three pupu? but of coz not kupu-kupa kan?hehehe

9) Kata sesuatu kepada orang no 5

-> hey syarif hakim! jgn nakal-nakal di sana. senang sangat terpengaruh ngan mat2 n minah2 saleh nnt...balik rambut dah colour blonde dah...

10) No. 3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?

-> hahaha...soklan yang hanya boleh dijawab oleh tuan empunya badan. tapi saya yakin dia memang ada berhubungan dengan seseorg...tp kalo berhubungan dengan sesuatu..jwpnnye laptop dia lah..hehe...


11) Bagaimana pula dengan no 4?

-> hhmm...tak sure. coz she's mysterious... dulu n always..(",)


12) Pesanan kepada org no 6?

-> pesananku padamu: live life to the most! chances are everywhere..grab it as much as u can! chayok2!!


13) Kata-kata cinta untuk no 2?

-> erk??? khome, cpt kawen! mak ko dah bising! hehe


14) Adakah no 7 & 8 punye persamaan?

-> hahaha...in some ways they have. they are both kind and berseni. i loikkee!


15) Berikan 5 yang anda tahu tentang orang yg men`tag anda?

hehehe..farin, are u ready?

1. farin ni dulu ala2 tomboy..tp skang tak lagi...

2. dulu dia penah pakai rantai CD cam 4U2C..hehee...

3. now, she's soon to be mommy! can't wait that...

4. seorg yang slamber (ejaan baku)... dari dulu sampai skang dia mmg sempoi!

5. isteri yang sah kepada en. din ^_^


16) persamaan antara kambing dan lembu?

-> dua-dua binatang daratan.


17) Adakah anda tahu si Razman itu sengal?

-> tiba2 nama razman..ntah sapa ntah dia nih..sah2 org yg cipta tag ni kot..nak cari publisiti murahan..kalo ye, mmg dia tu sengal!


18) Gay or less?

-> saya gay and more!!

tiba-tiba

dah lama dah tak jenguk internet rasanya. kalau online pun, hanya lotus e-mail n yahoo e-mail semata. aku dah mula bosan dengan teknologi. kalau boleh, handphone pun aku rasa cam rimas jek. tapi tak leh nak emo-emo sangat sbb bondaku balik kampung n hanya handphone lah pengikat jarak. and i have to think of my students as well. nowadays, students can easily sms@call their lecturers through hp if they ever have anything to ask. back then during my time, we never had the guts to even think of sending any sms or making any calls to the lecturers. sekarang ni, students boleh sms cikgu diorang anytime they want. bagi aku, ia sangat senang. if aku rasa aku tak nak layan or masa diorg sms/call tak sesuai, aku tak reply. tapi yang menjadi masalahnye kalau diorg sms beriya2 semata2 nak tanya soklan yang aku rasa tak patut such as-

"miss, esok ada class tak?"

or yang paling teruk n aku menyampah is

"miss, esok mr X postponed class sbb dia ada meeting. boleh tak kita awalkan class kita n fill in slot mr X? boleh lah kitorg balik awal".

apa korang rasa gamaknya??? sengal tak? ggrrr..... well..time does change..same goes to the people...therefore, life has to go on... (",)

~hereby~

I have another 15 mins before i SHOULD begin with my workssss. This sem, tuesday is one of the days that i am free in the afternoon onwards. tapi, selalunya ia akan penuh dengan agenda. makanya, waktu yang free ini jadi macam tak free.

* oh yeah...sementara tgh tulis nih...ada jek students yang datang menjenguk di kantor ku yang wangi dgn scented candles.. ^_^

And hereby, it is already 2.13pm. I guess I shall continue doing what I am supposed to do rite now...

till entry meets another entries...adios!