Mengimbas kenangan lalu Part 1

Disebabkan aku bosan + line tenet semakin mengancam + laptop baru serba canggih + teringat kenangan lama sebab gi tengok balik gambar2 lama = maka, aku decide untuk menulis entry tentang perkara2 yang aku tak sempat share dulu.

So, today i would like to share about my trip to Sydney last May 2013. 

It was quite a sudden decision to have my holiday there. I went there with my mom, my 3rd sis, my 5th sis and his chubby son. Decided to go to several OZ states but i didn't feel confident to do so coz my mom was not really well (though she said she is okay - na ah i don't buy her words ;D).

I would say it was a bless to have my students all over OZ states. Anyway, I am a lecturer teaching students (mostly sponsored) who will be flying to Australia & New Zealand. So, last year was my 6th year teaching students who are going to further their studies abroad. I have students who are going to fly to US, UK, Russia, Japan, Korea, Middle East, India, Ireland, German and that's it I guess. But I have been teaching students for OZ/NZ for almost 5 years last year. So, basically I have plenty students there. 

Went to Sydney for a week and stayed at my students' house. I have my cousin there too but then decided not to stay there coz it was quite a small house. Rented a car the whole week. I had too coz mom was not fit to walk or travel by public transport. Luckily since we rented the car for a week, it got cheaper. 

It was such a relieve coz the morning before my flight, I was still fighting to finish up marking my students' end of semester exam papers and not to mention..... I have LOADS of BUNDLES to do so! It was because I taught two codes and believe me I was like committing suicide jek! (expression saje tak berniat betul pun. hehehe).

Went for jalan-jalan, to Blue Mountain and many places (not to mention shopping!). Met my ex students - couple of batches too and had makan-makan. They are really good cooks! Superb!

All in all, it was such an escapism! Here are some of the photos that I could grab from this laptop.

it is proven.

it's a final countdowwwwwnnnn!!!

salam everyone and my dear! It is not just 2013, but already February. What a zasss!

You know what!? It has already been 5 years of me working at my workplace now. Just could not believe it. I just felt that yesterday was my first week of lecture to my US bound students. And today, i am with Aussie bound students and the funny part is i am not just an English lecturer, but also a Malay Studies' lecturer. Don't ask me what and how i ended up there. =D

Last Monday & Tuesday which was 4th & 5th Feb, I sat for a Comprehensive Examination(CE) - it's my master's thingy. Initially, my master's degree is M.ed (master in education) TESL without thesis. Though there is no thesis, we do still have one part of project paper. It's kinda like the mini-thesis la konon. I was planning to finish my master by this year so that I could finish my semester by September and have my convocation on October. But suddenly, my faculty announced that we could no more do project paper because of there is short of supervisors to monitor our paper. It's kinda disappointing in one way but it's a YEAY! on the other hand. And because of that too, I will end my studies on January instead. In return to no project paper, we are advised to sit for CE. Basically CE is also one of the options offered to students like us. Like in my case, I was offered M.ed TESL without thesis (project paper is understood to be the path). Some others (very few of them) are I don't know offered or requested CE. I have no idea of the CE's existence up to the day I entered the uni. How does this CE works? It is just as simple as you will be asked about all the selected subjects that you have taken during your studies. This CE is usually done at the end of your last semester after your final exam. Isn't it sounds creepy and nonsense too!!!??

To shorten, me and my other friends whose this semester is the final semester have to sit for CE. So, last mon & tues was like s***! It was a tough 3 hours' exam...damn tough. On the 4th I sat for Research Methodology & Statistics papers. Just imagined that there were 10 questions worth 200 marks and you need to complete it in 3 hours! Oh no no no.... I just do not want to write it here coz it will be totally ignored and mentally challenged to be remembered. hahaha.... then on the 5th, I sat for 2 sets of exam - 3 hours & 200 marks each. All the 3 hours consisted of 2 subjects and equal to 200 marks. The examiner was expecting us to write at least 3-page for each questions in the paper. We had to answer 3 questions so basically it made us to write 9 pages for that particular paper. Can you please make your own calculation if the same thing happen for the afternoon's paper? 18 pages of my writing using my only right hand with loads of pens that i regularly changed and threw off. That was for the second day. On Monday, I can say that I have written for at least 5 pages. Please do your math. And because of that toooooo, I can't really be holding pen or pencil as my hand felt like a cramp. Thus, I am planning not to hold a pen and/or write more than 15 seconds for these next three days. Today is the first day and I managed to do so. Holding a pen for less than 15 seconds. hahaha...we'll see how for tomorrow and the next day....

oh yeah.... the reason i pursued in my master's degree, one of it was because i want to go away from him and perkara2 yang sewaktu dengannya. yes, it did help and i did go away and forget him too.. but now, i have finished with my masters, will i think of him back..or what?!? Or should i go for PhD? hahaha.... khelass ko peah! apa2 pun terima kasih lah yek kepada orang yang telah tanpa dia sedar memberi aku motivasi utk belajar lebih tinggi semata-mata nak lupakan dia. sangat menguntungkan perkara ni. lalalala~~~

so, i shall wait for another two weeks for my CE results. ada jek harapan tak lulus tapi aku ni optimist la..(konon...). buat masa ni nak lupakan dulu psl results la apa la...aku just nak focus kat workplace. aku dah tak leh abaikan students aku...aku tak nak jadi cam colleague aku...jatuh prestasi students dia...she was quite busy executing few matters and without her realization, she kind of not to have the focus that she should. plus with my admin post, tak pernah nye every semester, dates yg aku dah booking tak perlu di tunda2... 

apa2 pun aku doakan yang terbaik utk diri aku. insyaallah aku pass... dan kena pass. so, nak usha2 vacancies kat tmpt lain nak?

hahahahhahahaha..... 

^_^

prank king was being pranked

i am so seriously and damn happy!

i have just completed a mission with my students and also unexpectedly my boss,

to prank my colleague - kesh.

he is the prank king, and finally i had successfully done it..

of course with all the PMs...

it was indeed a tiring day that was full with discussions, brainstormings, plans,

phone calls, and strategies.

my brain was so tired...

my day was so full up to an extent that i did not have the time to BE in the office

and also Check my emails and other stuffs for the day...

ohh....it was indeed a full of lagha day....

whatever! i am happy!

kata-kata...fikirkan...

Kita menempiaskan 99% kemarahan walau kepada orang yang paling kita cintai. Dan akibatnya adalah penyesalan. Seringkali penyesalan itu datang dikemudiannya, akibatnya setelah kita menyedari kesalahan kita, semua sudah terlambat...

Kerana itu, jagalah dan sayangilah orang yang dicintai dengan sepenuh hati... Sebelum mengucapkan sesuatu berfikirlah dahulu, apakah kata-kata yang kau ucapkan akan menyakiti orang yang dicintai? Kira merasakan akan menyakitinya, sebaiknya jangan pernah dilafazkan. Kerana semakin besar risiko untuk kehilangan orang yang dicintai.

Jadi berfikirlah, apakah kata-kata yang akan dilafazkan sebanding dengan akibat yang akan diterima??

http://www.iluvislam.com/

i did my first massage!

last saturday, me and my 2 sisters went for a massage at plaza damas...well, it is at the same row with aji don cafe... that was basically my truly ever experience doing whole body massaging. like i did mentioned before this, my shoulder was so hurt. it was like i had a wrong position when sleeping. to one extend, i can't even turn my neck to the left or right. those two days' driving was like much of burden! felt like a robot too...

then, off we went for 1.30 appointment. first impression was good though. the ambiance was truly soothing..but one thing in our head, how la our dear zairyll gonna spend the total 1 hour there? he had his ipad with him.and knowing him, he's the type that gets easily boring....and hungry too. as we have expected, yes, he got boring...so, he went from room to room in that spa, visiting my other sis in another room and also some mini tour of him...especially visiting the gents...(he loves that). finally, he got free biscuits from the spa coz he kept on whining "hungry...hungry..".

the massage process was adventurous, indeed!! had been given a g-string (pakai buang one) hahaha...me n my sis were making jokes about it. not a decent jokes of coz... then, we were basically naked and covered with a blanket. and the massage process started. i had quite a young woman with me and my sis got a younger one. my other sis in other room had her own preferred tukang urut.

oh my.....even though my tukang urut is quite young, but her touches were "menusuk qalbu".. sakit seh!!! rasa macam nak jerit jek...tapi i did not. coz in reality....i had my operation that hurts more. so, this massage was not that hurt if i wanted to compare. from the beginning it started, aku asyik burp jek. banyak betul angin dalam badan aku. in fact, memang. aku memang tak leh makan food yang berbentuk angin ni...nnt cepatlah aku nak merasa muntah2. lols...macam-macam...sampailah nak dekat habis, barulah angin aku kurang. bayangkan lah ek, 45 minit massage mmg asyik burp jek...the last 15 minutes baru ok. macam kakak aku yang kat katil sebelah tu, tak berbunyi lansung. dah habis massage baru lah nak burp burp...tak thrill lansung.hehehe...

tapi yang paling aku tak leh nak lupa is when muka aku juga diurut. that happened at the end of the process. at first aku rasa cam ok jek. coz kalo kita dah selalu buat facial, basically the style urut tu more or less jek. tapi yang aku experience ni, dia macam ada tekan2 at certain spots a t your face. and yang best tu ialah dia ada satu part yang "aligned" struktur muka aku. is that word correct? dlm bahasa pasarnye, muka aku ni macam seolah-olahnye dibetulkan kedudukan dia. wahh...that was superb!!

actually, there were loads of funny and adventurous experiences i had during those 1 hour but let me or let us to keep to ourselves. if you wanna know, then you should try one. best kowt. after this, i wanna try the other type of massage like bali style where you can experience the "krak" "krak" sounds from your body. oh...mesti best.. and since the day i did the massage....i have better days ahead....

^_^

hear ye! hear ye!

Don't be fooled by the calendar.

There are only as many days in the year as you make use of.

One man gets only a week's value out of a year while another man gets a full year's value out of a week.

-Charles Richards

isn't it cute?

buhsan

argghh... bos baruku perempuan juge..... = boring!

perjalanan yang terbantut

what a day to start today... (yeah i know it's already 10.37 am..not really morning to push the 'start' button) biasalah aku ni...asal bdk2 cuti sem or nak finals...aku pun bermaharajalela la...datang office lambat, sesuka hati...pastu kena balik lambat sebab nak make sure working hours cukup...hahha...macam2...

dah la semalam malam terbantut nak buat assignment master yang terakhir..semuanya gara-gara rumah neighbour aku dimasuki pencuri. seram giler aku dengar..apatah lagi aku pergi rumah diorang, terus goose bumps..habis berselerak rumah diorang. sampai nak identify apa yang hilang pun susah. me n my mum were so scared coz we are living both of us at home...without a man obviously. not that i'm saying a man is needed at home so that pencuri tak masuk...na-a. ok whatever...

petang kejadian tu lak...at around 6pm, my mum n i went out to go to my sis's house. so, we had our dinner there and came back home at 9pm reached home. my mum realized that my neighbour master bedrooms's light was on. so she thought that they were home. (coz they weren't home to send their daughter back to hostel) so life goes on...we watched tv and suddenly i heard my neighbour came back. then the dad were calling us and informed us that the house were robbed. apa lagi..terkezut la aku n mak aku!! kitorang bajet mesti pencuri tu masuk maghrib time.. if we were at home, definitely we'll listen to our neighbour's door cracking. coz pintu papan rumah dia tu dah rosak. kalau buka pintu, mesti dengar punya. oh yeah, the time they came back was around 10.30pm.

maka, perjalanan assignment aku yang sepatutnya panjang pada malam itu tidak menjadi...aku pun tidur setelah sekerat jalan berjuang...hehehe...

ok, gue mau sambung buat assignment! tata... ^_^

1 malaysia

oh yeah...while doing my so-called final examination, i forgot to jot down another sad news of the month. ;(

this morning, me n my mum were shocked with a news that my ex-neighbour whom we called as mami (donno what's the correct spelling is) had just passed away. this mami is an old indian woman who is so close to our family. but then, once we have moved to new area we are not that close and still we do visit each other especially on the hari raya/deepavali.

i couldnt make it to pay for the last visit coz i am still not feeling well this morning. so my mum n sis did go to visit the family. she will be burnt this morning tho. my sis told me that her face is so calm and in peace. ;) then, my sis also told me that the daughter kept on saying that mami and aya had always love me more than the rest... aya pun dah passed away back few months..

i still remember back then, i always go to their house. like always... i have no idea what i did all day long there but i was definitely been treated like a lil princess ever. hehee.. just say out whatever i wanna...then, i will surely get punye lah.

hahahah...aku close to indian families (oh gosh! now i realize it!) not a bad thing though...but it's for real. my other sisters lak close to chinese families. before i was born n when i was still young like 3-4 years old, my family lived with chinese families. there was one time i still remember that my family lived on the upper floor of a house whereby one chinese family lived downstairs. they had a business...fishes and aquarium! hahhaa....ingat lagi, kitorang adik beradik panggil diroang cina ikan..till now..hehehe...

wow...how 1 malaysia we were back then. tapi sekarang, kureng dah...mungkin neighbourhood skrg kureng ke satuan malaysianan nye.... apa-apa pun, it is definitely a memory not to be forgotten. alhamdulillah.... (",)

^_^

dear Miss Farrah Ahmad,, thanks for your time,, i greatly appreciate it,, u're the bomb,, drop dead gorgeous,, cute,, fun and all things good a lecturer could become,, just noe that those tears are for your understanding,, definately not because of her,, THANKS AGAIN!~~~ moral value;; be careful when choosing ur friends,, but be even more careful when adding people to ur fren list~~

[khairul izzat: 18/4/2011]

~ smile ~

it's been a while since i last wrote here. tried not to, coz i'll be writing about the late friend.. end of this month which is on the 30th would be his birthday AND ALSO genap 40 days he had left us and the world. -titik-

again...it's about how time flies so fast. tomorrow would be literally my last day of the first semester for my master. technically, the last day would be on the 6th May. yes, it would be the last paper that i am going to take. though tomorrow would be literally the last day, i still could not be happy, yet. still i have THREE assignments to complete. ghee ghee... ;D

but then kan...teringat hari tu bila i had a test. that was the first test ever since i graduated. O.M.G.... what a feeling! soalan was quite easy..but i had the rough time to actually be in the test-scenario. as usual...aku akan rasa cam loser. hahaha...sebabnye i was too conscious of writing the introductory paragraph with a hook...not to forget the thesis...and of coz topic sentences! what dduh! ;D that was all the thing that i had taught my students to practice and now i am in their shoes... well...it's like, what comes around, goes around.. hahaha...

tapi takpe la...yang penting, i truly had fun this time.

p/s: feels like to proceed with a PhD (master pun baru satu sem, tapi dah berangan... ^_^)

insyallah..kalau dipanjangkan umur n dimurahkan rezeki..Allah knows best! amin...

hikmah, itu pun jika kau sedar.

i am really thankful for whatever that have had happened in front of my eyes. to be honest, i do feel insaf. and i am determine to change bit by bit. all this while, allah has shown me a lot n He has always helped me no matter what. i am so thankful to HIM. HE is the best - no doubt about it.

memang sangat betul bila kita kata - sesuatu yang terjadi itu ada hikmahnya. hikmah itu semua adalah antara kita sedar atau tidak. atau pun you are in denial.

just had happened jgk these few days. had a friend. she is nice or should i say she WAS nice. well...it was all happened because of first love. a USED to be nice girl are totally in love with a boy who is not good at all. well, to me his is not. why? dont even care about it lah! yang nyata, kerana lelaki itu, perempuan itu berubah. tak salah berubah...tapi perempuan itu tak perlu kot ko buang kawan. kau buang kawan lelaki kerana kau dengar kata cinta kau. apa jenis akal kau ada pun aku tak tahu. kita harus sedar, sedalam mana cinta kau pada dia, sahabat tidak sama sekali boleh ditukar ganti. sahabat merupakan individu yang menyokong kau dari depan dan belakang. sekali kau melukakan hati sahabat, kesannya selama-lamanya. you might be forgiven but SURELY not forgotten.

tapi, allah itu maha berkuasa. akhirnya yang kau cinta pergi meninggalkan engkau dan yang engkau buang jua pergi meninggalkan kau selamanya. yang menyedihkan, sahabat itu pergi dengan rasa kecewa pada apa yang engkau buat padanya. tergamak kau melakukan semua itu. pada aku dan sahabat lain, kami betul2 sangsi dengan akal engkau.

sekarang, kau dah tiada siapa pun. kalau ini tidak dapat menyedarkan kau, maka aku kira kau pergilah jauh2 dari kami. tiada gunanya lagi. pergilah engkau melutut pada cinta kau yang satu itu..kerana kau telah aku lihat, bertukar sama seperti cinta kau itu = tidak berhati, perasaan dan berakal. kau memang secocok!

excited~excited~excited~excited~excited!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM SOOOOO EXCITED! but i am also in dilemma!

what should i do?? should i or shouldn't i?

Oh god help me.....

Tu lah... kan bagus kalau ari tu kau berdisplin.. Sekarang ni, agak dah terlambat.. Cis!

What a waste missyleo... Shame on you!

Tapi takpe kot. I never expected it would turn out to be THAT thing..

Na-ah.. Naa...

Hehehehhehehe....

YEEHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~

^_^

^_^

usaha tangga kejayaan & kejayaan tidak datang bergolek (Firdaus 2010)

Siapa kata anak En ahmad tak multi-tasking?

Hoorraayy!! I'm totally DONE with minggu yang azab last week. Alhamdulillah it all went well smoothly without any major disaster. Aku berjaya met the due dates for both important things. The first one was on monday where i have to key-in the seniors' trial marks in the system. Basically the act of key'ing'-in the marks was not a problem at all but to finish and finalize the markings were the hardest ever... ;(( In fact, to make it more and more and more harder was when I had two codes of subjects to look after : ESLS and also Malay Studies. Totally two different languages but the ESSAYS are always killing me. In ESLS, there were 2 parts of written tasks - an argumentative essay and a letter (not to forget 2 parts of Listening Comprehension). Where else, in Malay Studies there were 3 written tasks with different topics/issues and depending on the questions chosen - there were different format as well. And of course, there were listening and reading comprehension. So, it was a success and i DID it! ;) Good Job Leogurl!

The second one was then on last friday. We the lecturers need to fill in Pink & Blue Forms to be sent to SACE Australia. These two forms are really needed to be filled in with extra and 101% cautious. These forms too are the students' future lucks. One of the forms is to be filled in with their School Assessments or generally known as Internal Marks or to make it more simple, their carried marks. So, these marks will be added with their marks from the real SACE Exam which they are going to be seated beginning this November 1st. And the other form is their predicted marks. It is very important for us to meet this due date because the forms will be made photocopied for documenting purposes and it need to be AT the Australia by this friday the 29th. And again, i've made it smoothly unlike last year where it was quite a disaster process.

In the mean time that I was supposed to do and get settled with all these marking and filling in forms, I was contacted by the Main Campus Corporate Office. They would like me to attend an audition for the Istiadat Konvokesyen's emcee post as well as the voice-over post. I did go to the audition and it was exciting! Emcee tu macam biasa je la kan cuma this kind of emcee is more formal and well-managed. As for the voice-over, this is truly exciting. Rasa cam nak ketawa and golek2 kat lantai bila aku kena baca this one particular individual's profile. Mana tak nye, I was already in the English mode. So, basically my slang, accent and style were already tuned accordingly. Tiba-tiba tengah read out loud tu (and of coz they were recording my voice), aku kena sebut "nasi berlauk and nasi kerabu hitam".. Makanya, bunyi benda dua alah tu sudah berbunyi macam minah saleh pelat bercakap bahasa melayu. Aku rasa sangat murtad bahasa and sapa-sapa cam yang tak faham tu mesti kata aku ni perasan bagus cakap english. hehehe... Kelakar pun ada gak. Nak kata suara aku ni sodap, takde la pun..Kalo nyanyi sumbang gak. Tapi tu la...semenjak kerja kat sini, post emcee dah macam melekat dengan aku. Apa jek events kat sini, mesti aku jadi emcee. Rasanya, staffs kat sini mesti dah bosan kot dengar suara aku and tengok muka. Tapi best jege dapat peluang macam ni. Aku dapat kerja ngan pelbagai orang from different departments. And of coz, I gained a lot of experiences throughout my involvements. So far, aku dah dapat untuk jadi pengacara majlis kepada 2 events yang paling penting kat sini yang melibatkan kedua-dua VC. It was indeed a precious experience. But, I have a confession. I was damn horrible in being an informal emcee. Sangat buroks...

p/s: Tu lah, sapa kata aku tak multi-tasking? Terlebih ada lah. On the week itself, I had involved in students's event and was a jury for the night. Siang lak, class full 24hrs credit. Sapa kata anak En Ahmad tidak multi-tasking? (",)

my bff - khom's engagement

hey there! hari tu i did mention that i'll post some pics of our very own made and decorated mini pelamin and hantarans. here they are...! (",)




oh ya... dan ini adalah gambar orang yang bertunang iteww.... my bff



dan ini adalah kami kanak-kanak riang ria ^_^

p/s: credit to the photographer for the last two photos.

am always happy! sadness..u go away...

hey ya'll... what a week after a long break of hari raya... right away from the break, students are having their trials since monday till the next wednesday. pity them though..definitely their breaks were used to study and i think they should. they still have a long journey and after all, i couldn't see how are they going to enjoy Hari Raya to the max. I am not sure whether I am already aging or insensible, but the best celebration and moment to enjoy is only effective on the night before raya, the first 2 or 3 days of raya..and of course on any open day's events organized by relatives and friends. but still, i have a student who did not completed his assignment on the reason of 'hari raya'....hahaha...maybe sebab dia budak sarawak kot. takpelah, itu antara dia dan lecturer dia.

even though exam week is supposed to be the most awaited week for us the lecturers...but it does not work on me.. had few things to settle...then had an interview yesterday...plus with cik khom's engagement tomorrow...kelam kabut semua. but then, everything has back to normal coz i have settled in completing the interview. gosshhh...i was so damn relieved! As some poeple who knows my 'weird' advantage which is i don't feel nervous when it comes to an interview...or back then in campus life, i am completely in control with any class presentations. bagi aku ini adalah satu keadaan di mana aku boleh klasifikasikan sebagai 'kecacatan'. most of the people would feel damn nervous. i have had a friend who nearly "committed suicide" (it is a metaphor by the way) when she had to do her presentation in one of the classes. the thing that had made her to do so was the class's lecturer who would never make any student finishes their slides. let say u have 10 slides to be presented in 7 mins. in his class, u would be very proud and lucky if you could present 4 slides. in some cases, you hanya akan sempat present 1 slide of the content jek. he would ask questions by questions until time's up! sebab tu la kawan aku ni sampai tak tidur malam and nak bunuh diri lompat hostel 4 tingkat. hehehe... macam aku ni plak, memanglah jarang giler feel nervous but that doesn't mean when i had presentations, i did excellently...biasa2 aje...cuma kadang2 teringin rasa berdebar...haha...leogurl cacat! lolss.. by the way, the interview went well i guess. never had fun in any other interviews before, it was such a motivating session i had.

apart from that, my best buddy is going to get engaged tomorrow. we had did our own pelamin from scratch. it was fun in planning the looks, the materials and definitely the colour! not to forget, so many ammendments too...hahhaa...and of coz the hantarans will be self-made and decorated..you know us...^_* furthermore, am really looking forward to decaorate the hantarans tonight..it's a fresh flowers decoration...! i'll post some pics in the next entry ya!?

with that, till entry meets an entry! (",)

~penat tapi bosan~

Akhirnya, dapat juga aku bercuti. Penat betul rasanya 2-3 menjak ni. As in my profession ni, hanya cuti semester yang boleh diharapkan. Tak macam orang2 yang kerja di office. They can apply leave(s) whenever they want except for no tasks at the moment la. Kalau macam aku ni, aku rasa dah sesak2 nafas punya penat pun, harapkan mc jek. Tapi masalahnya, susah untuk gambarkan pada panel clinic yang some of us ni ironically sesak2 nafas penat bekerja. Hahaha...mesti doc pelik kan? Apa punya jenis penyakit la ni...hehehe... honestly, aku pernah bersusah payah berfikir macam mana tak nak pergi kerja on one certain day tu. Sebabnya, aku restless sangat2. Kalau aku pi kerja pun, aku lagi sakit otak. Why? Because definitely I need to lecture my students on that day. And I can’t simply lecture them on anything by any ways. Sesenang-senang topic and seterer-terer (apa punya word daa) kita pun, if nak lecture our students, we certainly need to be prepared. We might need teaching aids – these are the most important element in teaching, trust me! A lesson without teaching aids would be boring. Ditambah lagi dengan adanya students zaman sekarang ni, you 100%-ly need a fun and interesting method of teaching. Just to attract them...hhmm...

Yup, back to the efforts done on thinking the solution of not wanting to go to work, it was really a headache activity. You just couldn’t simply give your employer your honest reason(s). And of course you can’t simply go to the doctor and tell him/her that you just don’t have the feeling to go to work. You need REASON! Uuwwaa...pressure seh....

Tapikan, bila dah cuti semester ni, bila dah apply cuti sepanjang-panjang students cuti, akan timbul satu perasaan bosan kerana kita akan cuti panjang tanpa berbuat apa2 yang berfaedah (pada tafsiran context penulis). Paling-paling aku akan pi shopping or even window shopping. Agak2 dah habis duit dilaburkan.... shopping complex pastinya di-blacklist kan. Pastu, nak gi mana aje? Duduk rumah la. Kawan2 lain lak kerja... at the end, bohsan kembali. Makanya, aku ni kalau tak sibuk giler, mesti free or bosan giler. Takde istilah yang tengah2. Haaah...life is so complicated.

So, raya tahun ni aku cuti agak 2 minggu. Dan aku dapat menganggak yang minggu depan, perasaan bosan bakal tiba. Dan minggu selepas depan itu, situasi sibuk bakal menjelma. Dengan adanya interview yang aku tak prepare lansung dari saat ini, hinggalah job-job emcee yang bakal dioffer dan diterima, aku simpulkan jua – life is so unpredictable. Apa-apa pun, life goes on. Aku selalu percaya, segalanya ada hikmah di sebaliknya. Dan, aku redha! >.<

Dengan ini, selamat hari raya aidilfitri. Maaf zahir dan batin. Doakan interview daku berjalan dengan lancar dan insyaallah, kalau ada rezeki, aku Berjaya ke peringkat satu lagi. Amin ya rabbilalamin....