no pain ~ no gain ~

this is so funny. i guess it's a reality. my age is increasing. so does each and everything.

now i realize that working and studying at the same time is not really a definite decision. lagi-lagi lah kepada manusia macam aku ni. sebabnya, aku ni kan agak optimis. jadi, bagi aku semua itu bisa diatur.

well....undoubtedly the journey is fun. u get to be more knowledgeable and u somehow feel that u are the one who cares for the world...hahhaa...ntah apa-apa ntah explanation aku nih. ok pendek kata, ko akan rasa yang ko ni manusia yang pandai kerana ilmu datang dan pergi 24/7. ye la... you've been teaching and you are learning. what you learned, you teach it. isn't that the most pure and sincere deeds ever!? yeah...pandai is subjective but to me you sort of feel like you are worth it, berguna and responsible. full stop.

but, one thing that i am sure i am still the old mizleo. i luuuuvv last minute job. this is the "funny" part actually. as usual, we had an assignment. it was given from the very beginning of the sem but guess what!? i did it last minute show! so did my frens. i had all the materials with me but it is so hard to finish it up. yup, i've been doing it lil by lil... it's just that you dont feel the urgency to finish up asap...(byk cikadak kan?)

maka, i've been struggling like ttuutt for the past 7 days. i just feel like i need more and more references. ;D sampailah ke waktu pengakhiran nak submit assignment tu. i was not just struggling to finish the assignment there and then. it's more to struggling to juggle between work n study.

it is so irony. to get into class when i'm at work. giving lectures to students and when it comes to giving exercises to them, i fill my time doing some study for my masters. so C.U.T.E ^_^ yeah rite....

akhirnya, setelah penat lelah ku berakhir....pada petang aku submit assignment, aku dah start rasa tak sedap badan. need to fetch mum at my sis place and otw to there, i called her to get ready. my fever started to burn up... trus mlm tu aku meracau dan demam panas... my mum told me that i was just like so freaking up..hehe...thanx mummy! u always be there when i need ya (",)

tu lah...semakin berusia ni, semakin tak leh pressure diri plak..buat keje lebih jek mulalah nak sakit sini sakit sana. my mum used to tell me that she really 'hates' it if i were to fell sick. coz once i am sick, i am so gonna really sick. no play-play one. hehehe...well, allah loves me i guess. sakit itu kan mencuci dosa. alhamdulillah....

k, need to finish up another assignment. which is due tomorrow at 6pm!!

psst..btw, it is {take home final xm} lolss ^_* wish me luck ya! muah!