always

~ you have always understood me. no one ever does just like you did.
thank you so much. ~

love ya - u know who u are >.<

SO MUCH!

I JUST HATE THEM NOW!
THEY ARE TOO DEMANDING!
PLEASE HAVE A BRAIN TO UNDERSTAND PEOPLE!

SORRY, BUT IT'S JUST TOO ANNOYING!
COULDN'T CARE LESS FOR THEIR EMOTIONS!

oh wait!

aku rasa macam nak termuntah jek.
banyak sangat kerja yang mengikut dan menunggu aku.
it's not about procrastination - na ah...
it's just purely works.
this week is supposed to be my mid-semester break...but i do not break at all!!
tiba-tiba kerja office plak berlambak.
by right, the students are having their study leave.
their real exam is coming on the 1st Nov.
i am supposed to enjoy breathing.
i am supposed to mark students' assignments that are really meant to be marked at this time.


oh wait!
what do i do for a living?
i mean my work?
what is my job again?
lecturing.
oh....i am a lecturer!
i nearly forget that.
how could i?
blame the privatization.
blame on the fact that i am among the capable ones to do multi-tasking.
blame it, blame it, blame it....blame....
but i thought i hate multi-tasking..
? ? ?

selfish?

oh my and my....

today is really a productive Monday. it is very seldom for me to have a productive Monday. coz i really hate Monday..by its nature. well..i'm a normal human being though. but this is not what i would like to talk about. i would like to talk about something else. something about, should i be a selfish person or just be as sincere as i could?

this question always come to my mind recently. it had always but currently it's more often. 

i just don't understand how people could not give a damn to something important in a particular situation.

ok, let me give 2 examples; 1 from the career perspective and another 1 from study life perspective.

1) somebody who does not bother to give attention to something that is important to him/her now or in the future. AND then, menyusahkan orang lepas tu when he/she found out that he/she needs it desperately.

2) in studies, do not bother to take any notes or slides given by the lecturers..and bila nak exam or test or whatever, terhegeh2 menyusahkan orang dgn nak meminjam bila orang nak guna.

oh benci sungguh aku bila ada orang2 macam tu di sekeliling aku. minta dijauhi lah aku untuk berkelakuan sedemikian. after all, i have learnt the lessons all this while. common la! kalau budak2 sekolah, aku bleh terima. tapi ni, dah besar panjang dah. tolonglah have some respect and responsibility to yourself. bukannya untuk orang lain, tapi untuk diri sendiri...

tapi one thing that makes me think twice is should i be selfish? i meant by not helping people in need? aku rasa it depends on the condition jugak. if let say i know that that person is not purposely neglecting his/her responsibilty, aku boleh tolong. tapi kalau obviously dia buat2 tak nak amik tahu and bila tiba-tiba benda tu diperlukan, and dia pun terhegeh2 minta tolong...aku rasa aku reluctant kot nak tolong. but still, aku boleh tolong with one condition. if he/she ask me the favor tidak pada waktu yang diperlukan dan dalam keadaan yang sangat kelam kabut and critical. 

atau, patutkah aku tidak mengendahkan itu semua dan cuba untuk seikhlas hatiku membantu sedaya yang mungkin? tanpa mengungkit? tanpa mengira? tanpa alasan? mungkin suatu ketika, aku di pihak yang memerlukan bantuan sedemikian rupa?

sigh~

planed - unplanned

i do need to jot down few things...before i cracked my head doing homework. 

my weekend's plan is totally screwed. i have planned well for the past how many days before it. but suddenly, i was given a take home assignment from my lecturer on friday night's lecture. that particular take home assignment should be submitted on tuesday before 5pm. unfortunately, i have to finish it up before tuesday! gosh! why? coz i need to go for an out-station to malacca at 6am on that tuesday. so, i better finish up my assignment by monday night. not to forget, to email him on that night too.

how funny to see that all of us were persuading our lecturer to give us some time out for the due date. yeah la...most of us will not have any class on tuesday...and to come over to upm just to submit our work?? sighh.... some more, got 1 student all the way from muar johor. but, my lecturer was so firm. he gave us options to submit our work.. to email, to scan n email, to use post laju....or by any mean, just get that assignment either in his mail inbox or pigeon hole by 5pm tuesday. 

and this assignment is not about writing up answers for questions in an essay form. but rather, calculations required. pening giler otak aku.... to understand it deeper before i could get the correct answer by using the formula given. can't simply add, minus, etc but i need to understand the thing before i could touch the calculator.

so, the moral of the story is nothing that we have planned would definitely be exactly like what we wanted. there might be rain in the middle of the sunny day. it's up to us on how do we solve it or face it. but one thing for sure, it happen for a reason. therefore, we cannot grouse of it. just take it as a challenge and give ur best! Allah maha mengetahui dan maha adil.

go leo! go leo! ^_^

sing-a-pura

hey ya'll!! wassup? hehehe... this is penangan buhsan tahap cipan...walaupun aku tak sepatutnya bosan sebab i have piles of works that need my attentionssss..huhuuhu...

i haven't shared my journey to singapore kan? allow me then...

i went to singapore last june after so many years..i guess since my childhood when i was in primary school i think.so i went with my sis- k yoes n family (bro-in-law & zairyll) and k ilah too.

basically went shopping the night of the arrival n followed with Universal Studios Singapore (USS) on the following day. USS was quite okay. but i am terribly being unfair coz i was comparing USS with the original Universal Studios in US. i already went there back then and i was quite expecting similar experience to it. i understood as there will not be that many rides but maybe among the best rides they could offer. in the end, i was quite disappointed. yang penting, i dapat jumpa my favourite boyfriend!! sapa lagi??? tentulah SHREK! ;))
so here are some photos of it while i was there.

 

Thank you so much =)