i had just completed the first step. i have 2 more to complete. i hope i cud make it coz i really need so. no more procrastination missleo!!! u gotta be strong and u have to look and move forward. no turning back and never.
full-stop!
Monday, February 22, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
pelajaran hari ini
i just found out something - a fact. i just dont understand kenapa kita perlu dengki mendengki di antara satu sama lain??? if the word dengki-mendengki is too much, then the nearest suitable vocab to have slightly the same meaning is j.e.a.l.o.u.s. nape kita perlu cemburu? orang yang cemburu ini tidak akan sedar ttg hal ini tetapi orang di sekitarnya boleh identify whether dia dengki, cemburu or whatever. tak boleh ke kita tengok org senang n kita tumpang bahagia jek? perlu ke kita ada satu perasaan jauh di sudut hati dan decide untuk bersaing ngan orang tu?
oklah..cth paling senang giler...katalah aku ada duit and aku did some shopping...tak boleh ker korang dok diam n tengok jek aku shop? perlu ker korang menyimpan perasaan (jauh di sudut hati) and korang bertekad korang pun nak macam apa yang aku ada? why did i give this simple example? jwpn nye sgt senang. sbbnya org tu akan dengki n jealous sbb perkara yang remeh temeh mcm ni. korang kena sedar yang allah dah atur perjalanan kita nih. tak yah la korang nak mempertikaikan benda2 yang tak berfaedah lagi2 kepada korang.
satu lagi cth aku nak kasik ialah a real story that had had happened to my friend wayyy back during uni time. ada satu group females nih...diorg agak rapat between each other..always hang out together n they shared almost everything, i.e. taste, hobbies, preference, fashion etc. The thing happened when they went for window shopping. tgh merayau-rayau tu, they came across this shop n one of them said - 'how i wish i cud buy and have this handbag.' all of them agreed that it is indeed a beautiful bag but the price is quite not helping the girl at that moment. so, there it goes... masalahnye, one of the friends secara diam and berhati apa ntah...pergi balik kedai tu esoknye and beli for herself that bag. n dia tak bgtau sapa2 pun dlm clique dia yg she went to buy that bag already. until, at one moment, kawan2 dia ternampak.
i dont really understand what is that friend's intention in doing so. one of it yang aku dapat tau for sure is...this gurl mmg slalu nak benda2 yang org puji and dia nak tunjuk she can afford it as well as deserve it. lagi2 if that barang kawan2 dia suka n puji tapi tak mampu. aku pun tak tau nape ada manusia macam nih. i guess ada jek orang2 di sekeliling aku macam ni..cuma aku tak amik port. manusia tu patut sedar la apa yang dia buat kat diri dia sendiri. aku sikit pun tak rugi...ni la perempuan...dengki mendengki sgt tinggi and sangat suka buat benda2 yang tak menguntungkan.
aku pernah ada satu kawan n indeed still masih berkawan..cuma tak serapat dulu. aku senang berkawan ngan dia n kitorg banyak berkongsi citer etc. up to one point, my other friends tegur aku n they said they realized something. they said that my fren cuba be like what i am. cuma aku tak sedar. tp yang kawan aku ni lagi parah perangai dia. dia bukan jek ikut cara aku tp sampai ke apa yg jadi kat family aku pun dia nak ikut. apa aku buat kat rumah aku pun dia nak ikut gak. aku cat umah aku...dia pun cat...aku beli sofa, dia pun beli sofa...aku beli apa ntah..dia pun beli apa ntah...pening aku. n of coz la aku tak perasan masa tuh. cuma lepas after a while, my other friends told me...diorg siap list down lagi hasil investigation diorg pd aku. hahahhaa...korang baca pun korang leh pening kan? apa yang aku boleh kata is...ada juga manusia seperti ni..tak sangka aku. and aku tak pasti kenapa manusia tuh sanggup berbuat demikian. apa yang dia dapat pun aku tak tau.
bagi aku, kita kena terima diri kita seadanya. mungkin org itu ada kelebihan dari segi satu sudut, dan kita kurang pada sudut itu. tapi takpe...sbb pasti ada satu sudut yang kita ada kelebihan dan org lain takde. kita boleh jadikan orang tu sebagai role model kita tapi tak perlulah kita nak terikut-ikut dgn cara org tu. aku tak tau apa yang ada dalam fikiran manusia yang macam ni. hanya dia yang tahu ttg tindakan dia itu n mungkin dia ada penjelasan dia sendiri.
and sendiri mau ingatla...hari ini hari dia..esok lusa mungkin hari kita. allah itu maha adil n maha mengetahui. things happen for a reason and therefore it is not pointless. (",) we shud thank allah for what we have rite now and make use of it to the most. renung-renungkanlah....
oklah..cth paling senang giler...katalah aku ada duit and aku did some shopping...tak boleh ker korang dok diam n tengok jek aku shop? perlu ker korang menyimpan perasaan (jauh di sudut hati) and korang bertekad korang pun nak macam apa yang aku ada? why did i give this simple example? jwpn nye sgt senang. sbbnya org tu akan dengki n jealous sbb perkara yang remeh temeh mcm ni. korang kena sedar yang allah dah atur perjalanan kita nih. tak yah la korang nak mempertikaikan benda2 yang tak berfaedah lagi2 kepada korang.
satu lagi cth aku nak kasik ialah a real story that had had happened to my friend wayyy back during uni time. ada satu group females nih...diorg agak rapat between each other..always hang out together n they shared almost everything, i.e. taste, hobbies, preference, fashion etc. The thing happened when they went for window shopping. tgh merayau-rayau tu, they came across this shop n one of them said - 'how i wish i cud buy and have this handbag.' all of them agreed that it is indeed a beautiful bag but the price is quite not helping the girl at that moment. so, there it goes... masalahnye, one of the friends secara diam and berhati apa ntah...pergi balik kedai tu esoknye and beli for herself that bag. n dia tak bgtau sapa2 pun dlm clique dia yg she went to buy that bag already. until, at one moment, kawan2 dia ternampak.
i dont really understand what is that friend's intention in doing so. one of it yang aku dapat tau for sure is...this gurl mmg slalu nak benda2 yang org puji and dia nak tunjuk she can afford it as well as deserve it. lagi2 if that barang kawan2 dia suka n puji tapi tak mampu. aku pun tak tau nape ada manusia macam nih. i guess ada jek orang2 di sekeliling aku macam ni..cuma aku tak amik port. manusia tu patut sedar la apa yang dia buat kat diri dia sendiri. aku sikit pun tak rugi...ni la perempuan...dengki mendengki sgt tinggi and sangat suka buat benda2 yang tak menguntungkan.
aku pernah ada satu kawan n indeed still masih berkawan..cuma tak serapat dulu. aku senang berkawan ngan dia n kitorg banyak berkongsi citer etc. up to one point, my other friends tegur aku n they said they realized something. they said that my fren cuba be like what i am. cuma aku tak sedar. tp yang kawan aku ni lagi parah perangai dia. dia bukan jek ikut cara aku tp sampai ke apa yg jadi kat family aku pun dia nak ikut. apa aku buat kat rumah aku pun dia nak ikut gak. aku cat umah aku...dia pun cat...aku beli sofa, dia pun beli sofa...aku beli apa ntah..dia pun beli apa ntah...pening aku. n of coz la aku tak perasan masa tuh. cuma lepas after a while, my other friends told me...diorg siap list down lagi hasil investigation diorg pd aku. hahahhaa...korang baca pun korang leh pening kan? apa yang aku boleh kata is...ada juga manusia seperti ni..tak sangka aku. and aku tak pasti kenapa manusia tuh sanggup berbuat demikian. apa yang dia dapat pun aku tak tau.
bagi aku, kita kena terima diri kita seadanya. mungkin org itu ada kelebihan dari segi satu sudut, dan kita kurang pada sudut itu. tapi takpe...sbb pasti ada satu sudut yang kita ada kelebihan dan org lain takde. kita boleh jadikan orang tu sebagai role model kita tapi tak perlulah kita nak terikut-ikut dgn cara org tu. aku tak tau apa yang ada dalam fikiran manusia yang macam ni. hanya dia yang tahu ttg tindakan dia itu n mungkin dia ada penjelasan dia sendiri.
and sendiri mau ingatla...hari ini hari dia..esok lusa mungkin hari kita. allah itu maha adil n maha mengetahui. things happen for a reason and therefore it is not pointless. (",) we shud thank allah for what we have rite now and make use of it to the most. renung-renungkanlah....
Saturday, February 13, 2010
begin
Sekarang ni aku kat the curve with my beshfren a.k.a my twin - farrah diebaa. Back then in uni, I was called as the 'original' and she was called the 'spicy'. It was because our names' similarity - farrah. Nasib la she wanted to be calleh as diebaa and I obviously have no choice since my name is consists of only one word. But then, my former lecturer - mr abdel rahman had a problem in calling us and decided to call us by the 'name' of original and spicy; that actually taken from the kfc's preference of chickens ( and do mind that we are not chickens..hhehehe).
Back to the story - I met diebaa at 2pm at the curve. We went for a lunch at Sutra. Seriously, I recommend you guys to go there. I was like craving for Tom Yum yesterday and unfortunately went to this mamak shop at Tesco Klang. Rasanya (the taste) ?? Tak sedap langsung! Tapi disebabkanaku sangat lapar untuk dinner, I ate it anyway tapi tak abis pun. So, at this Sutra Restaurant, me and diebaa ordered two different sets. In a set, there are like a rice (fried/pineapple etc.) with 3 or more options of mini meals. Once we tasted it -> nyum-nyum!! Sangat sodap! And definitely the tom yum is delicious. So, lepas we had our lunch, we started on our intended discussion. Maka bekerjalah kami... Then, we lepak at baskin robins and continued our work and tidak sah jika tidak have a taste of jamoaca almond fudge...hehe... I think it's been ages since I hang out with friends at KL. Semenjak dah 'dewasa' and kerja ni..sangat jarang if compared ngan waktu kat uni dulu.. Me and diebaa were actually distracted with the scenario of the surroundings. Having seen the nowadays teenagers...the way they acted, dressed, did, talked etc. They are so different with our time back then. Tiba2 we got the idea nak buat research yang ada kenamengena ngan those things. hahaha...itu pun bleh jadi bahan untuk research (",)
Oh ya! While we are here (baskin robins), ada these small kids pegang balloon Tony Roma's!! arrgghh...tension la plak. Skang ni makanan menjadi teman sejati. I am quite stress with works and stuffs..and always craving for food...huhuhu...
I guess till entry meets entry...time to go home! ^_^
Friday, February 5, 2010
saya
saya bengang. saya berkecil hati. saya sedih. saya tak mahu. saya terkilan. saya bingung. saya stucked. saya sangat sedih. saya cemburu.
saya emosi.
Monday, February 1, 2010
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