my current obession

semenjak dua menjak ni, things running smoothly. though i am quite bz with the new semester, but so far so good. like he said- kita harus 'bijak' mengurus masa. well, i assume that i am not bijak enuf coz i can't manage my time 'bijak'ly. i am not really into multitasking though. i can but i prefer not to. however, so many things had happened either with or without expectation. the latest is about my missing friend. alhamdulillah, he was already found and what can i say- life is full of unexpectations. k, enuf with that matter.

sedar tak sedar, i've been in this profession nearly 2 years-particularly in shah alam. and since then, i can say that i hardly enjoy my time as in having a specific self moment with whatever that makes me to appreciate life better. sometimes, we do need time alone by ourself a.k.a muhasabah diri. it's a good practice though. i always do that while driving alone to work back & forth. since new year ni, banyak jugaklah perubahan2 yang i try to make in my life. what i want to be and do this year is to appreciate myself better, to be thankful always, and simply enjoying my single woman life. so, basically, i have started gardening which is actually the last option if i were to be given choices to choose. tiba-tiba lak this year, my hormones and neurons change bit by bit. how? turning myself frm the things which i at the beginning are no so fond of. dalam erti kata lain, pada mulanya i 'kureng' dgn benda tu, tp tiba-tiba skang i bleh terima plak.

n sekarang ni, tanpa i perasan, i have started to fall in luv with reading. i am really not into reading (lagi-lagi semenjak i graduated). the last time i read(itu pun agak terpaksa) ketika i was still in uni. my term of reading is actually specified to reading books-like novels, motivational books, etc. however, currently i was in my journey to finish up 4 novels of stephanie meyer. i have done with twilight and new moon(hhoorraYY!!) and now i am in my way to read up eclipse and of coz not to be forgotten breaking dawn which is the last sequel of the first novel(twilight). i am now have begun to realize how fun reading is! it is sort of like a therapy. though everday i have to come across reading (where i do study before the classes), i found that by reading novel n etc will not actually burden up my mind for continuing reading. dulu, i sangka reading cud not bring much benefits except for adding ur knowledge, but now, i have realized how it actually comlement those activities. i tak tau nak decribe mcm mane, tp i suka lah baca buku! hahaha.. my statement will sound awkward but to me it is not. sebabnya, i ni asalnye org yg tidak gemar membaca lansung. jadi perubahan ini adalah perubahan yg amat positive. umur nak masuk 27, baru nak terhegeh-hegeh suka membaca. hahahaha...(",)

tetapi, ada org yg x suka tgk saya membaca. nak tau siapa???

tentulah bondaku. karena, i akan hanya duduk diam pada satu bahagian di ruang tamu. dan tiba-tiba di dalam diam i sedang membaca, i akan ketawa, bercakap, menangis, bersungut n marah2 seorang diri. itu adalah akibat drpd focus pembacaan - maka itulah hasilnya.

since i have mentioned that i am currently reading novels of stephanie meyer and my fond of reading, another thing eevetually had occured frm that activities. i am now so deeply in luv with the character in the novels. i am in luv with edward cullen. mostly the gurls wud understand why i am feeling so. the guys wud however sort of criticize the character. ye la, if the guys pun in luv with the character, sah-sah la dia agak gay. huhuuhu...no comment!

so, basically i am so happy with my life and i appreciate everything that had happened and will happen. di sebaliknya pasti ada hikmah. (",)

ahha..this is my edward cullen! isn't he charming!!?? however, i like the character in the novels much more than this guy coz he just acted as edward in the muvee. anyway, dia handsome pun.

p/s: edward cullen is a VAMPIRE- which is more tempting. hhmm.... ~nyum-nyum~