~time off at PD~

Last Saturday me, bibi n khom have decided abruptly to go to PD just to take a time off. Lagi2 kitorg saje nak celebrate Earth Hour kat PD. So, Sat noon kitorg bertolak to PD. We checked in and lepak for a while. Then, at 4.30pm we terus headed to the beach somewhere in front of Sri Malaysia Hotel. I suka beach kat situ sbb tak crowded and the sand is soo damn white. So peaceful there. But then, kitorang gi pasar malam kat situ and bought some food to chew. Di situlah I have found the most tasty "MILO ICE". Ntahla...tak tau nape tp memang sedap giler milo ice dia. Memang jauh beza ngan milo ice mamak but then i really loved it till i bought two of it. hehehee....Then gi beach n lepak2 tangkap gambar. Tiba2 kitorang teringin nk main layang-layang n we bought one. Kiranya kitorang ni terer gak la main layang-layang ni. Cuma kena tunggu angin kuat br leh naik tinggi.

Malam tu kitorang think PD will support the Earth Hour, but unfortunately they didn't. Kebetulan nearly 8.30pm tu kitorg mmg lapar giler..so kitorg gi la this restaurant. But then, restaurant tu lansung tak support the Earth Hour moment. Tak yah citer la kan...Pasar Malam kat situ sah2 tak support nye. Macam ne diorg nak tutup lampu kan..? Bisnes kelam kabut la...Overall, we can't see any part of PD yang support Earth Hour sebabnya kat area tu memang terang benderang. Quite upset though! :-( huhuhuhu....

Enuf said. Yang nyata we enjoyed our trip. Back from PD, kitorang singgah Putrajaya n again that nite we watched another movie kat Pyramid. We watched TALENTIME. Serious, all through the movie, it reminded us about HIM. So, i dedicate the song titled "O RE PIYA" to HIM with a wish - "i'll always luv ya" (poyo nye farrah ni!) hahhaha... During the movie, suara i, bibi n khom yang paling kuat mengomen n ketawa...siyes it's a fun movie but biasa la muvie Yasmin Ahmad kan suka tergantung. So, not satisfaction gotten from it. However, i'll post some photos of 3 anak dara yang gumbira di tepi laut. The rest of the photos, u guys can view in my fb or fs soon.

p/s: we do sometimes need a 'break'!! A real break! (",)

Bila kata kanan, dia ke kiri ~lol~

Today, i am supposed to head to the north to visit the 'loved' one. But unfortunately, itu hanya my dream and not his. Tapi takpe, masih ada yang sudi sebab siang tadi, one of my besfren-bibi yasmin had came all the way from kedah to visit me. (",) Plan asalnya adalah aku yang patut ke Kedah kerana hendak bertemu dengan DIA tapi apakan daya.... dah banyak kali plan yang di plan..tak pernahnya menjadi. Mungkin ketentuan Ilahi atau pun mungkin ketentuan manusia itu sendiri. Tapi takpe, aku sedar dan aku faham dan aku boleh terima segala-galanya dengan matang. Masa has taught me a lot n i do glad that i've learned lessons from all of it. And now, akhirnya aku dah berjaya membuat satu keputusan yang pada aku dapat memuaskan hati dan juga mengikut kehendak DIA. Biar aku jek yang tanggung...takpe..sebab mungkin aku masih waras (coz i am not pressured by anything except for my psycho consciousness) untuk fikir tentang apa yang patut dan relevan untuk dibuat.

So, basically siang tadi agak busy. Class seawal 8pm. Then, lepak2 buat kerja skit and at 1pm ada appointment ngan colleague utk set up final xm students. Petang plak, bibi dah sampai n kami balik rumah. After buat dressing, kitorg kelam kabut bersiap untuk event malam plak. Tonight, I was invited by the students to actually attend an opening ceremony for their event called I-CODE. So, as usual, aku akan menarik 2 orang rakan karibku untuk join skali. Basically mlm ni the students are having a celebreteen (sort of mcm talentime la). And I am supposed to replace Kesh as a jury. hahaha..sgt lawak coz aku sendiri pun nyanyi setakat dalam bathroom jek..alih-alih kena jadi jury. So far, the students are very talented especially when they played with the instruments. Malam tu menghiburkan but then sayang kerana kurang sambutan dari students sendiri. Nak kata hujan lebat giler petang tu pun tak tau lah...or kerana bus or kerana diorg mmg malas nak dtg jumaat mlm..hhmm... however, it was fun though there were flaws here n there..tapi tak kisah la..nothing is perfect aight! (",)

Then, after the event habis, kitorang dengan cepatnye merempit balik ke klang coz nak kejar tgk wayang kul 11.30 at tgv bkt tinggi. Masa kitorg merempit tu, dah kul 11 yek..ditambah lagi dengan jam di klang yang sememangnya tak mengenal waktu siang or mlm..asyik jam memanjang jek...But then, kitorg pompuan2 yg mereng ni sempat singgah balik umah untuk gi amik shawl n sweater sbb sah2 cinema mlm tu akan sejuk banget! Jangan tanya tentang tahap kelajuan kereta yang dipandu oleh ku pada malam itu despite of my condition yang "tak sempurna" (bak kata DR NG ~lol~). Kitorang sampai agak lewat skit but then managed to 'be' in the cinema just right on time the movie started. And yeah- we watched Confessions of Shopoholics. Movie ni best la especially to the women out there. Tapi though da movie best, ia agak menggerunkan diri ku tentang fakta the disadvantages of credit cards..huhuuhuh...siyes scary! All in all, it was fun nite for the three of us since dah lama tak buat keje2 giler ni after graduated dulu. Sabtu lak kitorg ada plan last minute gak. I'll post in the next entry ya! So, do enjoy some of the photos I've taken during the celebreteen while judging their performances. Congrats to the winners! (",)

D.O.A

Doa aku telah dimakbulkan Allah s.w.t. Pada n3 yang lepas aku ada berniat untuk spend time with my mum and i want her to cook for me for the whole last week. That was because my mum n my sis will be going to umrah. (Un)fortunately, Allah telah makbulkan kedua-duanya tetapi dalam situasi yang berbeza. The whole last week, aku hanya sekadar berbaring kesakitan dan telah melakukan mini operation akibat darah kotor di bahagian yang amat mencabar. Hanya Allah sahaja yang faham sakitnya aku waktu tuh. Tapi aku amat bersyukur kerna aku punya emak yang ku sayangi, kakak2 n abg ipar, anak2 saudara yang selalu menghiburkan aku dan juga rakan karib tika aku senang dan susah. Sepanjang aku sakit tanpa kurang boleh bergerak (insaf sejenak terhadap OKU), mak aku lah yang bersusah payah melayan aku menyediakan segala keperluan yang diperlukan. Ya, Allah telah perkenankan. Tika itu mak aku sentiasa di sisiku and i did almost spent my time with her the entire time. She cooked for me so that i could get to eat my medicine. All in all, she did everything. She was always beside me whenever i cried, happy and suffered and without -sigh-. I luv her so much!!! xoxoxox

Semalam, I have sent my mum n k ilah to the airport. TheAY will be peforming Their umrah till 8th April. Ya Allah, aku mohon supaya perjalanan umrah mak n k ilah berjalan dengan lancar dan kesihatan mak tidak akan menganggu process umrah mereka. Aku tahu doa apa yang mak n k ilah akan pinta di sana dan aku akan aminkannya. Aku yakin mak n keluarga tahu apa yang terbaik untuk aku dan aku redha.

Tiba-tiba aku emo. Dua tiga menjak nih aku amat menyedari pentingnya sebuah keluarga itu. Keluarga adalah rakan dan teman yang akan bersam dengan kita di kala susah dan senang. And it is without doubt. hhmmmmmm....

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~snippets~

1) MY NEW THERAPY OF THE YEAR - MY STUDENTS

2) Every Wednesday-evening at 4-6pm, I will have Ko-PLN. An activity for the students before they fly. But then, since 4 weeks ago (I think more), setiap pukul 4pm or menjelang pukul 4pm, hujan akan turun. Selalunye hujan lebat. I realized because dah 4 minggu me and alek tried to have outdoor activity with our students tapi tak boleh coz hujan. Allahu akbar!

3) Recently, I've been enjoying free ride to work coz my bestfren dah bleh drive. Satu perasaan yg sgt tak dpt digambarkan..hahaha... And I would also like to thank her coz today she drove back n forth to work and also to the clinic for me. I've been in high fever for some quite days n thank god u were there khom..now, i can count on u..mmuuahh...(iyyarkss) (",)

#gmbr ni diambil sewaktu cik khom pressure dengan sikap motorists yg suka cilok mencilok n cik farrah lak suka mentertawakan kecuakkan cik khom.

4) This photo was taken somewhere in last week. That mamat in brown t-shirt dgn selambanye boleh approached this police officers cd cetak rompak. haha..how irony kan? yeah la..four of them were in their uniforms and not to forget in public. so, mcm tu lah...

5) Tahukah anda pelukis lukisan Monalisa iaitu Leonardo Da Vinci mengambil masa 10 tahun hanya untuk melukis bahagian bibirnya sahaja? So artistic kan? hhmm...

6) Dah lama nak share gmbr nih. It was taken somewhere end of last year dekat Ikano. Sorry for the censorship. Bukan i yang londehkan seluar dia okay! (",)

7) Saya tak tahu pulak macaroni bleh menjadi sekembang ini. Mcm ulat yg dlam Majalah 3 pun ada gak. huhuhuhu...nyum2..

#see..the kembangness of the macaroni is as big as the spoon. huhuhuh...

dan sebenarnya by yuna

Yuna-Dan Sebenarnya

nothing but something

i really feel like writing something but i just cudn't. tak tau nape. i feel sooo restless. i can't sleep..i can't write..i can't do my work and i can't. semuanya kerana penangan demam di kala cuti sekolah. pandai tul demam nih..masa cuti sekolah baru nak datang..saje xnak kasik chan i MC. huhuhu..

nevermind, azam i minggu ni is to spend time with my mum..huhuhu...i miss my mum and i love her!!!! tp i x apply cuti lagi la..

saya juga berazam untuk memaksa mak saya untuk memasak minggu ni.sebab nnt my mum nak pi umrah n i'm gonna miss her cook...hahaha..i am so zalim!

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p/s: nana, i am damn sure that u gonna miss malaysian food kan? nyum2... nasi dagang or kerabu? oh tak..kuih kan? hahhaa...nnt i'll posted some kuih muih n malaysian food for ur 'thought' k? hehehe...sgt kejam but yet ~nyum2~ (",)

MaCaM bEsT

pernah tak rasa sakit hati? macam best kan? lagi-lagi kalau kita berjaya sakitkan hati orang tu. rasa sangat best! kecik hati? pun best. lagi best kalau orang yang kecikkan hati kita tu tak sedar yang dia dah TERkecikkan hati kita. tapi masalah sekarang ialah saya yang sakit hati yang amat dan kecik hati yang sangat. as usual, yang tolong sakitkan dan kecikkan hati i ni tak pernah nye dia sedar dia had done so. sebab..dia tak pernah peduli kat orang. yang dia tahu, dia dah buat keputusan and keputusan dia tu la yang betulnya. macam terjadi dekat my colleague jugak hari ini-kak mila. so, my case and kak mila's case is same which is dia dah decide something ikut suka hati dia and WE have to follow the decision.

IT IS SO UNFAIR!!! tapi dia tak pernah peduli.

Equation of M.E.

silly+stupid+selfish+emo+sad+pathetic+disgusting+hatred+betrayed+stressed+tensed+stupid+silly = ME!

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farrah.

dont be selfish.

u have decided to choose this path and u have to be tough.

pls dont be selfish and ridiculous.

it is so immature and embarassing. where is your optimism?

where do you keep it?

dont hide it, instead use it wisely when needed.

cry when u have to.

but how?

i cant cry..i wanna cry but i cudnt.

everything is stucked inside me n i wanna let it over but i just cudnt.

remember, u have decided upon it.

you shud know the consequences.

u shud bear it in your mind.

u shud bear the consequences and the risks ahead.

u need to be tough.

u need to be stronger.

u need to trust allah.

u need to be firm.

u need to be logic and rational.

u need..need..and really need it!!!

this is only a small challenge.

i bet the bigger is coming ahead.

are u ready?

i shud.

why?

i have chosen so.

did u?

yes i am.

r u really sure?

positive.

why?

i have faith in it.

wudnt u regret?

no, i'm not.

r u sure?

i am.

r u sure?

yes i am.

really?

i do!

no turning back n regrets.

yes, of course.

please cry. that's the best way to heal you, yourself.

dont be selfish and ridiculous!!!

S.E.J.A.R.A.H

hari ini sejarah telah terlakar!

saya telah ke kerja dengan tidak memandu. what a progress! i am so happy sitting on a passenger's seat and actually really enjoying the view of morning traffic sekitar klang and shah alam. when i was in the driver's seat..it was like a feeling to vomit to look at the traffic view.. even though i was seating in the passenger's seat..di dlm hatiku masih memanjatkan doa-doa yang perlu..hehehe..ye la..cuak gak ngan cik khom ni..first time drive pagi2 gi keje. by the way, khom is my besfren and she just has the guts to drive to school (UiTM). all this while, she only depended on her younger sis even she had actually passed her driving license. so, the new progress now is...since her younger sis had just married last weekend, she HAS to drive coz basically the sis will be staying with the in laws at shah alam. and selama ini lah i kena jadi guru memandu yang tidak bertauliah.huuhuhu...

basically, this morning has started with few complications. the first thing happened was when at 6.45am, i drove to cik khom's house and cik khom drove to my house. COMPLICATION: i misunderstood our discussion yesterday which said that cik khom is supposed and gonna drive to work this morning. tak pasal2 i patah balik to my home and park my car..then headed to work..my mum dah geleng2 kapla dah..hehhe...

but then, journey kitorg berjalan dengan lancar di mana hanya ada satu jek bunyi hon yang ditujukan kepada cik khom..hehehe...what an achievement! tapi yang sedihnye, i dah tak leh nak ejek dia dah..selama ni i selalu kutuk dia dengan mengatakan yang dia ini tidak akan boleh drive ke mana2 apa tah lagi membawa i ke keje. maka, hari ini cik khom telah membuktikan bahawa CIK KHOM BOLEH!!! Syabas mera beti! (",)

tapi, segala-galanya belum berakhir lagi..petang ni akan ku bawa cik khom untuk merayau satu shah alam..biar dia merasa membawa kereta di dalam bandar yang penuh dengan round-abouts ni..baru la dia bleh mahir dan maju...sapa yang senang nnt? akakkk jugak... (",)

p/s: dah tak besh..tak leh ejek cik khom lagi..ishk..ishk..ishk...dah tak leh kejam dah...huhuhuhu.. :-(

wedding..wedding..wedding...

it's been a tiring week last week. full of works at school as well as hantaranS to finish by thursday..sighh...... and i am also tired of eating nasi minyak from the very last 2 weeks till next week..what a lunch for weekends..last week 2 hari ada wedding...this week 3 hari turu2..n next week ada 5 wedding tak termasuk yang di penang n sg petani...

tapi nasi minyak kat umah khom sedap..mmg sodap cik gayah nye catering..hehehe..

last week,wedding my best fren's younger sister- nisa' (the bride). me n khom memang kelam kabut la with the making of hantaranS. i think this is the simplest hantaran yang kitorang pernah buat. sebabnya it just took a few days of doing that bunga dip thingy. selama ni, kalau hantaran yang kitorang amik tempahan..kitorang akan macam merayau the whole shah alam n klang to find da stuffs...sampai kitorang muak masuk kedai hantaran.but this time, maybe sebab khom dah decided on nak buat bunga dip n she had already bought the dip for the bunga pahar..so, takde la kelam kabut sangat except for khom la yang kelam kabutnye. hehe..sowy lambat tolong.. :-(

so, basically jumaat n saturday i was helping her out. what a tiring days. pity u khom but serious when it comes to ur wedding, u r totally out of the control. camne leh kelam kabut yek!? preparation setahun tuh..alih2 on the day, hantaran untuk cakes tak siap yek...! hehehe..nasib ada aku yg professional ni n kak umi yang jadik bidan terjun..hehehe... n thanx to k ilah gak coz dia jadi make up artist bidan terjun as well..hehehe..banyak tul bidan2 terjun on the days kan..

and saya memang nak kutuk awak yek cik khom...sebab saya tahu cik khom akan baca N3 ni.... disebabkan cik khom kelam kabut sangat on that days...kita dua tak sempat nak tangkap gambar sama2 okay!!! dan saya sangat marah sebab saya seploh kali dok panggil cik khom, n cik khom still tak siap2 lagi sebab dok sibuk dengan lilitan dan ikatan tudung anda. saya sangat marah. akhirnya, saya membawa diri sendiri mengambil gambar dgn sapa2 jek yang sudi termasuk kedua-dua adik anda dan juga pengantin. mak and pak wai sekali okay!

cik khom kecoh, si pengantin cuak n si hajar mangsa keadaan. :-)

HARI INI SAYA SANGAT GEMBIRA DAN BAHAGIA. WALAUPUN HARI INI TIDAK BERAKHIR LAGI...SAYA YAKIN BAHAWA SAYA PASTI GEMBIRA HINGGA KE HARI ESOK. TERIMA KASIH KEPADA YANG MAHA ESA KERANA MEMBERI SAYA PELUANG UNTUK BERASA GEMBIRA DAN BAHAGIA DI SAAT INI.

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p/s: kepada motorist pagi tadi, terima kasih kerana bersikap SANGAT BIADAP. disebabkan saya happy, maka saya tidak akan menyumpah anda walaupun di dlm hati nurani ini. (",)

Aku menangis lagi, buat ke sekian kalinya

menahan sendu di hati kecil ini

Luka kembali berdarah, hati bertanya..

bila akan berakhir sebuah penantian?

-quoted from nana

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Thanx to nana from Manchester . Tak sangka we had the same thought at the same time even though we are apart rite now. U go gurl! Everything will be fine n I'm always be with you in "those times"... hehehe... Study smart will ya!?

quotes to ponder - life lessons

• A friend is someone who reaches your hand but touches your heart.

• Isn't it funny how day by day nothing changes but when you look back-everything is difference?

• Be with someone who know what they have when they have you.

• When life puts you in tough situations, don't say WHY ME? just say TRY ME!

• You never know how strong you are... until being strong is the ONLY choice you have.

• When I tell you I love you, I don't say it out of habit or to make conversation. I said it to remind you that you're the best thing that ever happened to me.

• Someday everything will make perfect sense. So for now, LAUGH at all the confusions; smile through the tears; and keep reminding yourself.... 'Everything happens for a reason.'

• Life is about (trusting) you feelings and taking chances, loosing and (finding) happiness, appreciating the memories and lerning from the past and realizing people (always change)

• Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't. Believe that everything happens of a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, then let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it'd be worth it.