Cuak tak kena tempat. Kecoh!

Last week, i have received a wedding invitation card via post mail. I was quite surprised with it since I'd always been informed beforehand the arrival. The first thing I did was to look at the envelope as there'll usually has the name of the bride n groom. It was stated there "Hardi & Harnita".

Tak tau nape but I did not rush to see the card inside. What I did was to think hardly, who was it from. Was it from Hardi or Harnita? I am definitely sure I have no friends named Harnita except one which I just get to know her as she is a colleague of mine. Hardi- one guy named Norman Hadi but he's married last month.

Tiba2 teringat kat my ex coz one of his name is Hardie (different spelling from the card tho). So, I cuak giler coz ingat dia yang hantar kad kawin ni. Dalam hati, "berani nye mamat sekor ni hantar kat aku kad kawin! Dah lama hidup ke???? Mangkuk tul.. x pernah nak bagi aku hidup senang!" Masa tu hati i la yang berkata, bukan I.

So, i decided to look at the card. Daku pun koyakkan envelope dan dgn hati yang berdebar2 daku melihat nama pengantin lelakinya itu. Tertulis - Nor Azrul Hardi. Bengong! It's bobarb! (bdk benl uia) Kecoh giler aku nih.. Memang bobarb ada mintak address nak hantar kad kawen nih ari tu!!! Farrah..farrah...cuak tak bertempat! Udah2 ler ngan Hardie mek'on sorang tuh...

Hahahahaha... Maka, aku pun blushing depan mak aku.. (",) Hehehe.. Malu....

Journey -Part 2-

Kampung di penang dah byk berubah. Dulu, rumah sedaraku btul2 terasa kampung. Tapi sekarang – sgt mengecewakan. Tak caya, lihat gmbr nih. Ada ke dpn rumah kampung ada tembok besar china.. Suatu masa dulu, dpn rumah sedaraku ini ada tanah yang agak besar. Ada pokok mempelam, pokok cermai, pangkin utk lepak2 waktu ptg etc. Now, smuanya dah takde.

Tapi xpe, kitorg tetap buat pengembaraan mengaih buah cermai. Nyum-nyum ~masham~.

p/s: itu bukan aku.

Ini pemandangan kampung aku dari apartment level 20. Itu la kampung aku. Sebenarnya kampung aku ni betul2 tepi laut. Kira korang buka baju terus boleh terjun mandi laut la.. Tapi, itu dulu. Sekarang laut tu dah ditambak dan dibina apartment n flat and also expressway penang.

Dan ini post kak ilah *angan2 menjadi gadis kampong muslimah* (“,)

Parts yang aku nak share with u guys are the moments we went to shop for jeruk and also makan tokua renang. This is what my sis and others call it. U guys tgk jek la gambar2 ni yek. Tiada kata yg dapat menggantikan saat2 nyum-nyum kami

Ini adalah antara jeruk2 yang dijual di PASAR CHOWRASTA. Kalau u guys nak gi beli jeruk2 nih, u guys beli kat cina bawah tangga nye shop. Theirs are the best! Antara favourite aku adalah salak jeruk. Balik KL ari tu, suara aku hampir hilang dan menyerupai suara jantan yg macho - akibat mkn buah salak jeruk yg berlebihan. ~nyum-nyum~

Haaaa..ini lah yang sedap nih... Since aku kecik, kalo balik penang, mesti tak miss benda nih. This food is called as TOKUA RENANG. *kakakSku la yg ckp* Pastu kan, pekena lak ngan cendol mamak nih...memang ~nyum-nyum~ Gerai ni is situated at lorong kat area2 pasar chowrasta tu la.. Opposite MyDin but previously panggung Cathay.

Ini gerainya. Dan di bawah ini adalah gambar2 model yang diimport untuk publisity gerai ini. Ahakss...

Lihat adik comel ini (namanya boboy). Itu adalah cendol beliau yang kedua tau. Lazat sungguh gamaknya. Maklumlah cuaca panas.. Dan gambar sebelah ini adalah tourist jepun yang sedang mencuba tokua renang tersebut. Sungguh ayu cara pemakanan nya kan? Ahakssss..... (",)

Our journey after makan tokua renang+cendol bersambung. Aku tak pernah lansung pi Bukit Bendera. So, aku pun pi la. Masa tuh depa kata Bkt. Bendera tutup untuk renovation n modification but we just try our luck n heading there. Kira rezeki gue la coz Bkt. Bendera hanya dibuka separuh.

Sekian... Ada lagi citer menarik.. Nanti gue ada mood, gue tulisin ya.. (",)

Journey -Part 1-

My entry this time would be about my journey back to my late dad’s hometown – Jelutong, Penang. The reason we (my mother, sis-k ilah & I) went to Penang was because my relatives would be going to perform their hajj. Usually there’ll be a kenduri doa selamat conducted by the person who’d be going to Mecca. Thus, in conjunction of both events, there we were – Penang.


I have planned my journey quite well – enuf days for me to settle my work. Just right away before my journey, I have an event to conduct in INTEC. However, as usually heard, “kita hanya mampu merancang, tuhan yang menentukannya”, my event has to be postponed for some reason. I was quite tense at that moment coz I would not be able to be at the event on the date/day that it was suppose to be postponed coz I’ve taken my cuti masa tu. So, I pun biarkan perkara itu kepada my boss of the event- kesh. But before tu, I dah settlekan smua keje I (thank god my responsibility was to handle things before the event).


Maka, gembiralah I untuk pulang ke kampung halaman arwah my dad. Rasa-rasanya dah dkt 4-6 years I tak balik penang. Seingat aku la, family aku tak pernah balik ke kampong untuk raya (either penang or kltn). Kadang-kadang tu sedih gak. Sebab tu aku dulu teringinn nak belajar jauh2...so that, masa raya aku bleh beli tiket bas untuk balik raya. Tapi doa aku tak dimakbulkan.hehehe... sampailah sekarang nih..sebabnye aku pun keje dkt2 umah gak..kira syukur Alhamdulillah.


So back to my journey to penang, it was a nice n calm 4-hour driving experience. Weather tak panas lansung hari tu..sungguh redup mengiringi kepulangan kami..hahaha.. and about 4.30pm kitorg sampai di penang dengan selamatnya.


-to be continued-

Dilemma Cik Far.

Tepat pada jam 4:11 (mengikut jam kereta saya), tiba-tiba saya merasai sesuatu perasaan. Perasaan ingin termuntah, muak, loya (mind you, not because of that, yeah!?), sengal, bengang dan mcm-mcm perasaan negative yg lain. Ketika itu saya di dalam perjalanan pulang dari opis setelah seharian tiada kerja hendak dibuat. Perasaan ini adalah akibat drpd rutin memandu (driving).
Korang tak pernah rasa bosan ker memandu kereta? Walaupun kereta automatic, saya rasa sgt bosan hingga nak termuntah. Nak kata kereta saya busuk..saya ada letak bau haruman berjenama 'glade'. Kalau x percaya, cuba tanya cik nafisyah - top list penumpang kereta@peneman pergi dan balik kerja@sahabat karib saya.
Saya rasa saya dah cukup muak memandu kereta. Mungkin juga kerana asyik saya sahaja yang memandu. Ye la..nak harapkan sapa lagi. Cik Nafisyah??? Jangan harap! Entah bila la agaknye saya dapat peluang sebegitu. Huhuhuhhu....
Secara jujurnya, saya memang sangat bosan memandu dan juga berada di dalam kereta setiap hari. Tiada sehari pun saya tidak melabuhkan punggung saya di dalam kereta. Tolonglah saya. Saya amat di dalam dilemma.

Sekian,
saya yg bosan memandu. :-(

Lega.

Saat ini gue berasa lega sedikit. Students gue tengah final exams nih. Seronok pun ada gak coz theoretically no more marking papers! hoorraay! Mesti korang heran kan.. Kenapa aku sungguh tidak bersikap professional. Korang kena faham, sebagai seorang pensyarah yang agak muda situasi ini semua masih dianggap baru. Dan sebagai pensyarah bahasa inggeris, marking papers bukan setakat u mark a,b,c or d. It's more than that! But, saya tak merungut. Cuma saya perlukan masa untuk menyesuaikan diri dgn keadaan ini.

Tapi, setelah sethn setgh berkecimpung di dalam bidang pengajaran nih, saya rasa sangat bersyukur. Bidang ni takde lah teruk sangat malah sangat mencabar. Kalau nak tahu macam mana mencabarnye ia, silalah join bidang nih. Anda perlu merasainya sendiri. I can still remember, my friend told me that she cried everyday on her 1st week teaching. cukup mengerunkan. Tapi alhamdulillah, saya tak pula menangis sepjg minggu malah tidak juga pada hari pertama. Cuma, saya amat tidak gemar terhadap politik pekerjaan. Enuf said!

MIMPI

Recently, I have read this particular magazine. One of the articles is about dream-and its meaning. I guess this article would be more or less the same with other articles before but it is not. However, I found it quite amusing. The specific title of this article is "the sign of love through dreams". The funniest part is - if you ever dreamed of being chased and caught by hippopotamus! Yes. I repeat hippopotamus! hahahaha... So, what is the meaning?

In that article, it is written that if you ever dreamt of it, the sign is you'll get married soon! However, the 'soon' is not stated specifically.

Isn't it amusing? Honestly, I never heard about it before :-p. So friends, you better watch out!

(",)

Iye ker?

"It is easy to force a person who loves us to confess but yet, it is painful and difficult to force a person who does not love us to confess!"

I have heard this sentence somewhere but I couldn't recall where, when, and who said it. However, this long sentence brings true meaning. This sentence is so straightforward. When a person loves us deep from his/her heart, there is no need for us to ask them to confess. The confession will be automatically uttered when the time comes.

On the contrary, when a person does not have the feeling for us, it would definitely not be easy to listen to his confession as what we would expected. How amazing it would be if he/she confesses his/her love to us as we are actually wanted to. Berangan la....

Another situation is when we have 2 person in 1 time. 1 person who loves us but we do not. And another person who does not loves us but we do love him/her. We are totally crazy for him/her. But then, we have to realize that it is not going to be a reality for certain reasons. And at this point, we have to understand and realize between fact & imagination.

Without realization, the confession n love uttered by the person that we do not have the feeling for would pass by just like that. We wouldn't care for it n what evenmore to appreciate it. Why? Because we don't like him/her! But believe me, their love is more sincere than the one that we are chasing for...

Sebab tu org kata lebih baik kita menerima cinta org yg mencintai kita drpd kita mencintai seseorg sepenuh hati dan belum tentu dia mencintai kita sepenuhnya seperti org itu tadi.

(",)

budakyangjahat.blogspot

hi there! today, i'm going to talk about this one particular blog.

i've been introduced to this blog by my friend. she told me that this fella's blog is entertaining. the blogger is also funny (u'll knew it once u've read his blog). so, that day i read his blog. yeah..what my friend had told me is true. he is damn funny..(that was my 1st perception)

then, the days after, i read the blog by myself at the office. what can i say is...i'm laughing n laughing while reading his entries. my perception at the moment i read his entries was - he is not funny. instead, he is gifted and n there's something about him ( i mean his gift of writing yeah..).

from that moment on, when ever i do have free time, i will surely open his blog to read his latest entries. and yes, it reduces my stress and tension. thanx for being such a good writer that without his conscious, he is actually entertaining people with his own way.

so, my suggestion to the others is - do read his blog. his entries are so much in homour as i believe he is.

time flies so fast!

pejam celik pejam celik, masa berlalu dgn cepat sgt. baru rasanya hari tu sambut my 26th birthday. n today, dah masuk pun bulan ramadhan. ni pun dah masuk 2nd week of ramadhan. tup-tup nanti, dah raya!

ckp psl raya,no more duit raya for me.n it's time for me to spend my money to my nieces n nephews plak. i still remember back then, in one raya i cud get rm800! N the interesting part was i am no more in the child category at that moment. i was in my teenage era. if i am not mistaken, i was furthering my studies. all my frens were like not believing it but that's the reality at that time. however, i cud not explain to where the money goes. it just gone like that..*wooshhh....*

so far, i have only celebrated my raya at kampung (my dad's-penang) only once. when i was in form 3, i celebrated raya at U.K and also US when i was in form 5. other than that, i celebrated raya at *home sweet home*. but seriously, u better celebrate raya here in malaysia rather than the overseas. then, u'll know exactly the feeling and emotion of listening to the raya songs while u were there....so damn touching n u'll be begging to go back home to malaysia there and then.

k, till now..happy fasting 2008! (",)

apa patut saya rasa dan buat?

how to begin ya?

it's like this. recently, i have to replace somebody's class because of the dissatisfaction of her students towards her. out of nowhere, i am to be the victim in the situation. now, aku sangat sakit kepala dengan politic di tempat kerja. i am sure that in every work places, there must be a so-called politic. but i have never imagined that it would be this complicated. how i wish i cud turn back time and just stay put in the university's life.

and in my case, i have quite a number of high authority people. n itu yg membuatkan aku sangat sakit kepala!!! sangat!!!

apalah dosa aku yek..sampaikan colleague aku cakap aku kena mandi bunga. badi sangat ker? baru jek aku rasa aku nak seronok ngan persekitaran yg baru. tup,tup, timbul lak mcm ni.. smunya ni berpunca drpd dissatisfaction budak2 tu la...kira mmg tepatla jikalau aku gelarkan diri aku ni as 'mangsa keadaan'!

aku sangat sakit kepala!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fakta kehidupan kini

apa kena mengena ngan tajuk saya hari ini? apakah yg saya maksudkan ngan fakta kehidupan kini? bear in mind where this fact is actually derived and observed from my circle of life...

the fact that i realized nowadays is (in my circle of life ya).. woman married to a guy which the status is quite lower than herself..

ada sorang kenalan saya ni..keje nye agak bleh tahan la...dlm bidang education..husband dia hanya pemandu bus institut tersebut..n sorang lagi, br2 ni kawen ngan pekerja opis di tmpt tersebut gak..n sorang lagi ni saya br tahu yg dia sedang bercinta ngan pekerja opis asrama di institut tmpt dia bekerja...

i am not trying to say anything ie they shud not married a guy that has lower status or what.. but back to my frens story, this one particular prof have scolded her students (male for sure).. she said that men nowadays are so damn lazy n stupid n now the women are more rich than the men. nak tau the students replied what????

they said, even tho the women are richer n brighter than them..still one day those women are going to marry them - the stupid n the lazy ones...

Enuf said I guess.

ntah ler..nowadays mmg camni kot...

SATISFACTION

When we come across the word ‘satisfaction’, what were we thinking of? Was it lust, revenge, disability or passion? The answer is depends on us. But, to me it is an emotion of wanting something and succeeds in having so. Yes. In our life, especially after we have graduated (secondary or tertiary level), we might have come across one similar stage that basically everyone does. A stage where we would question ourselves on what should be drawn in our path of life. Are we ready for making such decision? Whether we realize it or not, it is really an important decision to make. Most of us would not or did not realize at all when we need to do so. After all, when we are in the next two stages, the question or the word ‘satisfaction’ arrives. However, again, depends on us whether to have a full stop, an exclamation mark or a question mark at the end of the word. Would it look like one of this? – SATISFACTION. or SATISFACTION! or even SATISFACTION?

No matter what it is, this is called as “L.I.F.E”.