expect and accept the unexpected

topic aku kali ni still mengenai p.e.n.a.t. mungkin orang kata aku kecoh sebab macamlah aku sorang jek penat. tapi itu hakikat sekarang yang aku hadapi. bila aku penat, ia ada kena mengena dengan 'kesibukan' dan busy. mungkin again, orang kata macamlah aku sorang nih jek yg sibuk and busy. which again, itu memang hakikatnya sekarang.

i don't know why i am busy and penat. i am too restless. sometimes i feel good to be restless and penat..sebabnya it is proven that i am doing or i am into something. kalau aku tak penat, maka sangatlah obvious yang aku ni takde keje. that's one thing good about it.

tapi yang tak goodnye, when it comes to penat and busy, i'll tend to overlooked a few things around me. i overlooked myself, my mum, my family, my life, my friends. yang paling aku tak overlooked is my students la. or i cud say my job. sebabnya, kerana kerja la aku penat dan sibuk. at least takde la aku merambu and buat keje yang tak patut. and because of these all, i am rewarded. not only salary though but lots of thing too. rezeki melimpah, kesejahteraan jiwa (hahaha), keredhaan and kerahmatan, kegembiraan and macam2 la.

back to 'overlooked' issue, dh nak dekat sebulan aku tak contact one of my best fren tu. she is sick and aku tak sempat nak tanya khabar dia. tapi, setiap masa aku teringatkan dia dlm fikiran aku. cuma tak berkesempatan nak menulis message or give her a call. yang aku risau, penyakit dia kembali, right after 2 years. and i knew that she had gone thru tough times alone. though there are people around her but the pain is only felt by her.

like my previous entry, life is full of unexpected things. we have to always expect the unexpected. it is not just the matter or expecting it, but also to accept the unexpected. some things are already meant by us, allah had decided it long time ago. therefore, accept it and try to do our best out of it. nescaya, we'll see the hikmah di sebalik kejadian tersebut. (",)