it is fast

wow! it has only been 2 months of 2011 but i felt like 2 years have gone. seriously time passes so fast! i realized pun sebab hari tu i had academic staff meeting and there was a review of events held in january and february. there were actually quite a lot and partly i did involve in the events but i thought it was like looong time ago.

so far, my life has its ups and down. quite normal and yet so challenging. i discovered new things and i could say that i'm learning new stuffs from day to day. though there are moments that are repeating but honestly, it is not the same repetition. i am enjoying every bit of it but sometimes i admitted that i lose control of it.

getting older is also means getting emotional. apart from growing the maturity, i agree that there are loads of sacrifices need to be dealt with in that process. it is definitely not an enjoyable thing on earth to do but it is among the common process that we have to go through. and it is also not about the results but most importantly the journey that we have GONE through.

Bila fikir balik, kadang-kadang aku bersyukur... kadang-kadang aku mengeluh dan tak kurang juga aku menyesali kejadiaannya. alangkah baiknya kalau waktu boleh berputar kembali. setiap kekurangan pasti dapat dibaik pulih.

tapi, kadang-kadang aku bahagia... kadang-kadang aku bangga diri... kadang-kadang aku rasa "i'm in control"!

this 29 years (soon to be) i've been living in this world have been a tremendous journey. it is indeed like a roller coaster...where at some point, you'll scream...at another point, you'll just love the sights. and at the end of a time, you'll feel like vomiting. and that's my life! all in all, you'll be grateful for the opportunities on riding it and the experiences are just useful for your future.

the truth is :

i need a career change!! i wanna do what i like the most.. aku nak tukar angin!

(noktah)