Ddaa!

U know what!?

Best friends are sometimes annoying.
They said and acted differently.
In the end, please do not count on them.

It is reality tho.

No heart feeling!

Fikir.

Dua ribu dua belas

Salam,

Selamat tahun baru 2012.
My 2011 ended up with almost a week's fever. I guess it could mencuci dosa-dosa lepas ;)
And my 2012 starts with a full list of things to be done and settled.
What an 'exciting' weeks to start with.
Assignments, finals, new classes to teach, new students to spend a year with n loads more.

Yang pasti,
Alhamdulillah ke atas Allah Swt di atas peluang yang diberikan selama ini.
Dan juga sekali lagi peluang diberikan untuk menghadapi ujianNya untuk tahun ini.

Of course, i have decided to be a better person...not for other people but for myself. It's not a small and easy thing to do but i am determined in doing so. Hope Allah could show me the way and assists me along the way. I am sure He will ;)

Maka, dengan ini...dengan azam yang baru, saya ingin tidur awal dan bangun awal pada esok hari.

Selamat malam! (",)

I am wrong.

Hey u,

I said once that u never get serious with whatever u do with me.
But u have proved me wrong.
I am totally wrong!
Coz u had seriously deleted me from ur picture.
And what's left with me?
Ur memories, our memories.

Missing u a bit tho.

But i guess i was the one who decided that.
And i ought to adhere to that decision of mine.
And face it. Accept it. Let it.

Hope u r happier n happy.

Bye.

Lucky i am

Yippiee!!! ^_^ Alhamdulillah..

I won a lucky draw!! And i won an Electrolux microwave oven.
It has been two years in a row i won lucky draws at my work place's appreciation nite.

Last year, i won a lucky draw (a hamper) as well as an award- Pensyarah Cemerlang 2010. That was amazing n double happiness.

Before this, i was very unlucky. Takde rezeki i would say. But the first lucky draw i've gotten was a towel. Hahaha... Frust kot masa tu tp i said to myself, okla tu.. Towel is useful apa... The best part is, sampai sekarang towel tu masih ada dalam paper bag yg i received frm that nite... Hehehe that was like...4 years ago kot... ^_^

gembira, gembira juga. Esok ( sbnrnya today) ada 1 ptation to prepare!!! Tp tak siap lagi pun. Even though 8-10mins jek... Tp graded kot!! N it is an individual presentation!!!

So, i better go off to sleep n wake up early. Orrr..... I shud shoot my head.

Nite2 world ~,~

To ponder and to wonder

Hey yo! Dah lama nak menulis tp tak tertulis2. Bzkah?? Bz mmg bz... Buat2 bz pun ada juga. >.<

Now, i'm in my lecture room in upm. Having a break for 10-15 mins. Grab the chance to update few thoughts.

This lecturer of mine is sooo nice. He is so fatherly..lembut jek bila berkata, tapi takde lah sampai tahap nak mengantuk.

We actually had just resumed our lectures. Before this, we had a 1 month leave coz my lecturer went to perform Hajj. N we are supposed to submit three things that i did mentioned in the previous entry. But he is so kind coz he already postponed it twice. And it wasn't on our request but totally from him. Coz he really thinks that we should have been given more time. I think he feels guilty for leavingp his 'children' without guidance for the whole month to prepare our research proposal.

Tapi the most amazing thing is....we still haven't finish our assignments pun.. Hhmmm... Apa nak jadilah.

My life is so irony. I am teaching n at the same time studying. But to one extent, i did some things that i obviously do not want it to happen in my class. But again, the lecturers here are fine with it coz they do realize that their students are no more kids but grown-ups who have commitments and other responsibilities.

The conclusion is- life is so wonderful to be explored and reflected. Try to make some times and do ponder about it. Tak rugi pun... It's also a matter of muhassabah diri.

K y'all.. Till entry meets entry.
Luv.

U lazy bam bam

Omg!! It's already near to noon n i have not gotten up frm my bed yet. It is supposed to be a productive day today. Doing laundry...some cleanings...n also cook (if i may n have the mood) hehehe..

Well, wake up leogurl!!! Be productive!!

Jadual 2 minggu

Can i share something?? May i express and let it be known. It's too heavy to be kept inside. It's my job listsssss.

The whole two weeks should be filled with finishing the assignments given bit by bit. There are 3 article reviews/critiques, 1 assignment, 1 research proposal, 1 final project aka replacing final xm's marks and not to mention - tonnes of works both at workplace n school.

Therefore, this weekend is totally be worshipped to school assignments. Tuesday - Halalan Tayyiban Seminar, Thursday & Friday - OBE Workshop, next Monday - Conference's rehearsal (emceeing job again), Tuesday - submission of research proposal & KTJ's midterm, Wednesday & Thursday - the INCUE Conference, Saturday - graded seminar.

Well... That is basically my schedule at the moment. The day that is not mentioned will be dedicated specially to school assignments...

Sekian, sedikit lega setelah meluahkannya dan mencatatkannya di sini.
Doakan saya segala rahmat dan berkat. Terima kasih!

Escapade to the forest!

Had fun resting in the forest after such a tiring months and tones of unfinished works. Following my students for their activities was actually a responsibility that i could not say no (coz i doooo wanna follow them). As an advisor, it's a great opportunity to grab...plus with the good timing, i did enjoy it so much!

My students were doing their camping as well as some activities. Luckily it wasn't that deep into the woods.

All in all, i enjoyed it n am happy ^_^

Cudn't help it!!

Sorry but i just cudn't help it in expressing my relieve!! It was a crazy hell days, weeks, months and years.... And today, it is officially came to its end. Feel soooo relieved but unfortunately, life has to go on. Btw, one of the many is settled.

I never had imagined my situation would be like this. But i do thank Allah. For giving me the chance to breathe in in His world, for letting me to experience life, for teaching me with sooo many lessons and loads more.

I do really, really appreciate all the things that had happened, is happening and will be happening. No matter how hard it is, how challenging it will be... I will be always ready for that moment.

After all, real life could definitely not be "Happily ever after".

You go girl!! ^_^

laalaa lalalalaa laa lalalaa.. (smurfs' lullaby)

yeehhaaaa!!!

sila refer kepada link ini --> rezeki untukku

entry yang lepas ini aku menceritakan bahawa aku dah pun mem'buat' rumah di tepi pantai.
just would like to share that i am already 'moved' in to the new beach house...
=(

why sad icon??

ohh...it is soooo challenging. to one extent i feel like running away to the farthest place that i could.
but where to? will i be free then? maybe for a while but not for long....

see! entry ni pun aku tulis separuh jalan.. and bersambung now. it eventually took me nearly 2 weeks to complete it.

oh. saya agak penat. tapi saya tetap berpegang kepada pepatah nan satu ini:

bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian.

sekian.