nyuum nyam ^_^

sekarang ni kan bulan ramadhan. therefore, there are few things yang synonym ngan bulan nih. macam-macam. daripada yang boleh menambahkan pahala sehinggalah yang boleh mengurangkan pahala yakni menambahkan dosa. but, it is all depends to that individual.

sebenarnya aku nak cakap pasal bazar ramadhan. this is among the famous thing bila bulan puasa tiba. bazar ramadhan ni terkenal sebab dia ada menjual pelbagai juadah untuk berbuka. macam-macam. daripada pelbagai jenis air up to jual rumah... hhahaa..tak caya? ada..kat sek 13 shah alam. pelikkan? tapi bazar ramadhan ni sebenarnya membuka peluang rezeki pada sesetengah pihak.

dah dekat seminggu berpuasa nih, aku boleh katakan aku rajin lak gi bazar ramadhan kat few tempat. maybe sebab my mum malas nak masak kot. and selalunya bila awal2 berpuasa nih, kita teringin nak makan macam-macam. masa ni lah kononnya mengidam. mengidam konon....it is more to nafsu pun...hahaha... and kadang-kadang bukan ngidam pun, cuma teringat-ingat jek yang last year nye juadah-yang hanya ada masa bulan ramadhan jek. contohnye "papa john". papa john ni sebenarnya ialah roti john. tp roti john ni dh di upgradekan ke tahap mewah and special skit. ia dijual di bazar ramadhan sek 13, shah alam dan sebenarnya agak glamour di kalangan para pengunjung bazar ini. aku tahu pasal papa john ni pun sebab aku watched shamsul ghau2 nye rancangan masa ptg2 bulan pose thn lepas. so, aku pun gi la try. sodap la jgk..nak kata sodap sangat tuh belum lagi kot. tapi berbaloilah korang beratur panjang macam ulat.

ha..citer pasal beratur panjang2 macam ulat..korang memang kena gi awal kalo nak beli papa john nih. sebabnya, orang yang datang beli nih - masyaallah ramai betul. dia punya barisan beratur macam cacing or ular (pjg & bengkang bengkok). tapi okay gak beratur panjang2 nih..secara tak lansung dapat berkenal2an ngan orang yg depan n belakang. macam yang terjadi kat aku n cik khom ari tu. sembang2 kitorg dua org indirectly menarik minat mamamt kat belakang kitorg. apa lagi, memandangkan line mmg sangat panjang..tak rugi pun kitorg sembang2. bukan pasal apa pun, pasal roti john gak. it was fun gak experienced beratur panjang2 nih. itu pun sebab kakak aku yang sorang tuh 'kepingin' papa john tuh.

all in all, papa john tu mmg sedap. ada satu tuh sebijik macam prosperity burger.

~seribu satu kisah~

korang perasan tak?

semalam ngan hari ini nye awan cantik-cantik. sangat cantik-cantik..

semalam gi amik my mum kat klia. on the way masa tengah drive tuh, i was tempted with the clouds. so purely white n suci. ditambah lagi dengan background langit yang tenang berwarna biru..sungguh indah ciptaan ALLAH...subhanallah...(",)

masa all the way tengah drive tu...i dok usha-usha awan...

dia macam ada seribu satu kisah di sebalik pembentukkan awan2 tuh smua.

and it was so artistic and subjective...n the moment i wrote this, i went out from my office room n snapped some photos of the clouds. i wish i had the dslr already..*sigh

btw, these are some of the photos i captured with my humble hand-phone camera..

p/s: ada gak gambar i captured while i was driving.

# jgn tiru cara saya. (",) *drive n snap photos

takkan aku lupa - photos of memories -

ini saat2 kena prank. i cried as result of mixture emotions (",)

(malu seh!)

their cake for me. i called them kanak2 rambutan

(instead of kanak2 ribena)

bersama ahli2 yg terlibat semasa kejadian...

(termasuk 3 org pensyarah yg kejam)

that is the KING of the prank-kesh

next is eri, my stud. had the same birth date n had been pranked as well early in the morning

by kesh also.

these are my studs of cmsp.

love them soo much, kanak-kanak rambutan!

^_^

takkan aku lupa! ^_^

in another minute, it will be 21st august 09.

today was a bit hectic day for me. i am exhausted, tired, shocked, damn happy, damn geram and lots more emotions yang i feel..
today is my birthday. i thought it wud be a normal birthday i've ever had coz usually my birthday falls during the school mid break. tp ntah mcm mane, tahun ni tak jatuh dlm minggu cuti sekolah.

hari ni aku penat sgt sebab aku kena pranked by my colleague-kesh, yang memang hantu prank. i cud say he's an expert in doing so. if his expertise cud ever be inserted in his resume...it'll be wonderful...his prank was not done alone. one of my classes took part in a very big role. they were such an actor. prank diorg was about one of my female student ter'cut' her wrist. it was damn panic situation. aku mcm pompuan giler ikut kesh n the students ke parking kete tuk bawak stud aku ni gi clinic. i repeat: damn panic!

but then,
bila sampai kat kete where pintu kete dh terbukak untuk letak my stud in the car...i saw an open box. dlm hati aku cam nak sumpah gak si kesh nih. dh tau nak letak stud aku dlm kete, tak reti2 ke nak alihkan kotak tuh...

rupa2nya, it was a box with MY BIRTHDAY CAKE!!!

damn...i'm being pranked!!!!

what happened after that? they were all singing a birthday song to me..
the least i cud do is crying...crying because i'm shocked + tired + happy + geram + etc. penat seh masa tuh. sebabnya i was like so sincere in worrying bout my stud's condition..but end up, i kena prank.

hahhaa...after all, i appreciate what ever they have done to me n it was such a wonderful and amazing experience yang aku akan kenang sampai bila2...aku takkan lupa...

n petang tu plak...aku and my studs- hassan, farrahin, zainal n fuad gi tgk muvee.
fuad tuh wei...stud aku paling innocent..hahahha...

really had fun n it actually had made me not to really teringat yg i'm getting older already..hehehhehe ^_^

:ketika: part 1

hahaha...
ada seorang lelaki bernama F. dahulu dia berkawan dengan si gadis bernama Q. persahabatan mereka terjalin tanpa dirancang. si F amat menyenangi si Q, begitu jua si Q. tapi yang over2 si F ler.. si Q cool jek.

tiap-tiap hari si F ni called si Q. dari pukul 11 malam sampailah kul 4 pagi. itu pun bila si Q kata si Q ngantuk. kalau tak, takde maknenya si F nak pakai otak and stop the conversation. perkenalan antara si F dan Q berlansung agak lama...yang nyata, bil telefon si F melambung tinggi. si Q cuba untuk tidak menyebabkannya melambung dan menegur si F tapi si F ni berlagak nak m*****. dia kata kat si Q: bukannya u bayar pun.. eeii...si Q amat menyampah!

@ bakal bersambung....

-sepi-

life is like a rollercoster. yesterday, i had fallen in love but today, kerana perkara lain aku tersentap. life is full of unexpected things (i said so before). how should i handle myself? how? i just begun to feel confident and so damn optimistic but there are always challenges coming ahead. semalam sesuatu itu memberi kita satu kebahagian dan hari ini sesuatu yang lain memberi satu kedukaan. how should i handle myself?

apa perasaan korang bila korang rasa sangat yakin pada sesuatu yang terjadi sebelum ni tetapi esok-esoknya, tiba2 semua tuh bukan kenyataan hari-hari yang akan datang? semalam ia satu kenyataan tetapi hari ini ia satu impian yang musnah.

mungkin allah baru saje menguji aku tapi aku tak kisah. cuma aku sedikit penat (aku tahu aku tak patut merungut tapi aku manusia biasa). to one extent, i do not know what should i do. i might know what to do but i am not sure if my decision is the correct one. how should i know whether the confidence that i have had at this second should be maintained and used for future? and satu lagi, perlu ke aku fight for it? is it worth it? or serah pada takdir?

persoalan aku sekarang: berjuang atau berserah?

siyes aku jatuh cinta!

aku rasa aku tak pernah jatuh cinta secepat and seringkas macam ni. siyes i would say that i have falling in love with him. it is not because of who he is. it is actually more than you could guess.

oh my god! i couldn't close my eyes to sleep because he is in my brain every second since. goshh!! the way he talked to me...the way he uttered word by word... the way our eyes met up.it is all like an electrocuted volume trespassing my blood vein.

siyes aku tak boleh lupa saat mata bertentang mata and masa tuh aku rasa aku di awang-awangan...and buat pertama kali, bila dia memandang ke mata ku, aku mengalah dan mengalih kerana jantungku berdegup-degup.


# hahaha...sangat poyo tp siyes aku jatuh cinta pada dia ^_^

expect and accept the unexpected

topic aku kali ni still mengenai p.e.n.a.t. mungkin orang kata aku kecoh sebab macamlah aku sorang jek penat. tapi itu hakikat sekarang yang aku hadapi. bila aku penat, ia ada kena mengena dengan 'kesibukan' dan busy. mungkin again, orang kata macamlah aku sorang nih jek yg sibuk and busy. which again, itu memang hakikatnya sekarang.

i don't know why i am busy and penat. i am too restless. sometimes i feel good to be restless and penat..sebabnya it is proven that i am doing or i am into something. kalau aku tak penat, maka sangatlah obvious yang aku ni takde keje. that's one thing good about it.

tapi yang tak goodnye, when it comes to penat and busy, i'll tend to overlooked a few things around me. i overlooked myself, my mum, my family, my life, my friends. yang paling aku tak overlooked is my students la. or i cud say my job. sebabnya, kerana kerja la aku penat dan sibuk. at least takde la aku merambu and buat keje yang tak patut. and because of these all, i am rewarded. not only salary though but lots of thing too. rezeki melimpah, kesejahteraan jiwa (hahaha), keredhaan and kerahmatan, kegembiraan and macam2 la.

back to 'overlooked' issue, dh nak dekat sebulan aku tak contact one of my best fren tu. she is sick and aku tak sempat nak tanya khabar dia. tapi, setiap masa aku teringatkan dia dlm fikiran aku. cuma tak berkesempatan nak menulis message or give her a call. yang aku risau, penyakit dia kembali, right after 2 years. and i knew that she had gone thru tough times alone. though there are people around her but the pain is only felt by her.

like my previous entry, life is full of unexpected things. we have to always expect the unexpected. it is not just the matter or expecting it, but also to accept the unexpected. some things are already meant by us, allah had decided it long time ago. therefore, accept it and try to do our best out of it. nescaya, we'll see the hikmah di sebalik kejadian tersebut. (",)

%#$$+*&!@~

otakku berat kembali. sangat penat.